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Anorexia - how do you actually feel today?

User Profile: Laura
Laura December 10th, 2014

Let us know here! Post every day!!!

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User Profile: Thatgirl00
Thatgirl00 March 9th, 2015

I feel awful. I have been eating and now i hate myself for it and I don't know what to do.:(

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User Profile: scarletField45
scarletField45 March 9th, 2015

I know how you feel hun, most days I feel exactly the same

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User Profile: Thatgirl00
Thatgirl00 March 9th, 2015

I just hate eating, but then i hate the effects of not eating

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User Profile: scarletField45
scarletField45 March 9th, 2015

I hate people constantly tell me that I have to eat! It's not like I'm choosing not to!

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User Profile: Thatgirl00
Thatgirl00 March 9th, 2015

Exactly, they think i want to feel like this?I hate it

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User Profile: scarletField45
scarletField45 March 9th, 2015

I'm not just saying this hun, but you're a little stunner

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User Profile: Thatgirl00
Thatgirl00 March 9th, 2015

Awh thank you- so are you, it's great to finally speak to someone who understands <3

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User Profile: scarletField45
scarletField45 March 9th, 2015

I wish I could 1-1 with you :-/

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User Profile: Thatgirl00
Thatgirl00 March 9th, 2015

I know wish we could

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User Profile: scarletField45
scarletField45 March 9th, 2015

How old are you hun?

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User Profile: Thatgirl00
Thatgirl00 March 9th, 2015

15, in the teen section

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User Profile: scarletField45
scarletField45 March 9th, 2015

You're too young to have to go through all this hun. **hugs**

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User Profile: Thatgirl00
Thatgirl00 March 9th, 2015

Depression, anorexia and anxiety :(

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User Profile: scarletField45
scarletField45 March 9th, 2015

Oh hun, I wish I could come give you a big hug xxx

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User Profile: Thatgirl00
Thatgirl00 March 9th, 2015

*HUGS BACK* Hugs always seem to help a little xxx

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User Profile: scarletField45
scarletField45 March 9th, 2015

Ukr! I'm always up for a hug

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User Profile: Thatgirl00
Thatgirl00 March 9th, 2015

Me too! <3

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User Profile: scarletField45
scarletField45 March 9th, 2015

urgh! I really wish I could chat with you

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User Profile: Thatgirl00
Thatgirl00 March 9th, 2015

Me too :(

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User Profile: xkerrypaigex
xkerrypaigex March 9th, 2015

Awful I feel fat sick and fully down😭

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User Profile: Thatgirl00
Thatgirl00 March 9th, 2015

Totally understand this ^^

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User Profile: scarletField45
scarletField45 March 9th, 2015

Me too

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User Profile: courageousMoon9734
courageousMoon9734 March 9th, 2015

I'm disgusted I ate two eggs 😭 I weigh 111 pounds 😷

User Profile: LissaConnelly
LissaConnelly March 11th, 2015

i feel disgusting and fat :(. I weigh 95 now. i had gotten down to 88 and now it's going back up. i'm so disgusted with myself. I'm never eating again. i take up too much space.

User Profile: scarletField45
scarletField45 March 14th, 2015

Im Scared. Really scared. I don't know what to do.crying

User Profile: Grungetrash
Grungetrash March 31st, 2015

I feel awful I've been eating lately and I hate it. I've gained weight and I am sick of myself

User Profile: lolaxic
lolaxic March 31st, 2015

I have hair loss for months and it keeps falling. What did you do about it?

User Profile: indigoTortoise7372
indigoTortoise7372 April 2nd, 2015

I'm shaking cuz my family kinda found out today...

I'm not super skinny yet, but it doesn't make anything less real. My hands are cold, my back hurts and I'm depressed.

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User Profile: Anomalia
Anomalia April 3rd, 2015

It's really scary when your family first finds out, but this is good. They can help you. They can support you. They can be a part of your recovery, if you let them.

User Profile: Anomalia
Anomalia April 3rd, 2015

And you are right. No matter what your weight or size, this is real and it is causing mental and physical damage. You deserve support and help and to recover and feel good about yourself. <3

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User Profile: LuluB
LuluB April 4th, 2015

What sucks is that, Its been 6 months since I've recovered from anorexia.. But I feel like I'm going back to my old eating habits.. I feel co pletely disgusted for eating today.. :(

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User Profile: Anomalia
Anomalia April 5th, 2015

Just take it one day at a time. Or if that's too much, one meal at a time. Keep telling yourself all the things you want from recovery, engage your support network, and really open up about how you're feeling. It's so hard to feel like you are slipping back into old habits or thought patterns, but you can pull yourself back from it. You are strong and capable of anything.

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User Profile: LuluB
LuluB April 5th, 2015

Aww thanks sweetie, I wish I had this motivation , but I am trying to fight back little by little.

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User Profile: Anomalia
Anomalia April 5th, 2015

Then I think you do have the motivation. Fighting back little by little adds up to enormous steps. So keep fighting - you are so strong! And let me know if there is anything I can do to help support you. <3

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User Profile: LuluB
LuluB April 5th, 2015

Thank you so much 💞 your honestly so sweet

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User Profile: Wildcloud
Wildcloud April 5th, 2015

I'm feeling awful and fat. I don't want to move from bed because then I'll notice how fat exactly I am. I just want to cut it all off

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User Profile: Anomalia
Anomalia April 6th, 2015

I'm sorry you're having such a rough time. If you ever want to talk, let me know. Until then, *hugs*

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