Toxic father **T.W**
I don't know if this is a right space to type this, everytime he gets into fights makes me feel really bad. Not much for him but for others in my family 🙁 idk how to let go of this feeling... Even as I type this he's having a fight with someone. Even at this age.
Idk how I am supposed to love him exactly, when I know how much pain he has caused... Since childhood and those memories are just unfolding at this moment... I feel very stressed... and confused about everything. I still care for him... Like every other in my family and can't just ignore what's happening... i know how much effect it has caused. I'm feeling really bad typing this rn
@fossilfellow
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I completely understand how incredibly difficult the situation you're going through is right now. I'm truly sorry to hear this, it must be painful, sad, and confusing for you, and I can completely empathize. It's so natural to feel distressed and stressed when you see these arguments happening repeatedly, especially since you're worried about their impact on your family. It must be so painful for those childhood memories to resurface, and it's incredibly confusing to grapple with how to deal with all of this while still caring for him despite everything that's happened. I'm going through the same thing with my own parent, and I truly hope things get better for you and that you can live safely and happily. Your feelings are absolutely understandable in this complex situation
@Tulipsmile ❤️❤️
@fossilfellow 
@fossilfellow
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Its hard when it's a parent, you have conflicting feelings but your feelings are valid.
Him being your father is not a licence for him to be disrespectful or cruel.
None of you deserve that or are accountable for it!
Its stressful and it's like walking on eggshells living in such an environment, sending you all my love, don't let his actions dictate your worth 💜💕
@Amanda84 ❤️❤️
