I wish I could tell everybody that...
@mylifeaseva
I'm not procrastinating, I'm healing.
I wish I could tell everyone I'm not ok. I have no friends and no one to.talk to
I'm honest. I am not a woman, I'm non-binary. My birth country isn't my home, I never wanna go back to my birth country. I am not a baby and hate being infantilised. It's not reasonable to manipulate my limbs like a puppet without warning because my first response is to freeze. Freezing in shock isn't the same thing as consent. I am a person, not a literal pet.
@mylifeaseva Im not shy or mad all the time, I'm just scared of getting hurt again so I don't talk to people that I don't know
@mylifeaseva
I wish I could tell everybody that, I can't always act according to other's expectations of me. I have a life and will of my own. 🙃
It does get better!
all I am was given away
@mylifeaseva
I don't want to hurt anyone
That I'm really trying my best :(
I smile so I don't bring others down, but in reality, I'm barely holding onto life. I am in constant emotional pain. I'm always trying to look lively although I'm dying inside. No one sees the tears I cry, and boy, do I CRY.
Hi @autumnrain22,
I hear you… I’m giving you a big warm embrace ❤️. It’s hard for us to bottle things in and is detrimental to our wellbeing. I hope you find someone you can share and shout out to… I can relate, I keep everything inside as I don’t want to hurt those around me but I struggle to cope as I’m not heard and so can feel so lonely.
Sending positive vibes and love you way ❤️ 🙏🏻
@calmPomegranate2721 Aww, thanks so much, sweetheart. I really appreciate you taking the time to respond. I also hope that you are able to find freedom in a safe place where you feel comfortable expressing your true thoughts and feelings. You deserve to have your voice heard and you deserve peace. Big hugs to you ❤ 💙 💜
Hi @autumnrain22 ❤️
You’re welcome and it’s lovely to hear from you too 😊. Thank you for your lovely message 🥰 … just some kind words from a stranger like me and you can make such a difference 💕 🌎 🙏🏻… I think sometimes when we are struggling in life, just by doing something little for ourselves, as in giving ourselves a bit of self love 💗 it can make a difference to how we feel…
I hope you find that little bit of something for yourself ❤️. For me, I think it’s sleeping a bit more and coming in here for support heart💕.
you are always heard here @autumnrain22 and we have each other. Big warm embrace to you too ❤️💙💜