@Tinywhisper11
Crying
The idea is mortifying. Even admitting to ever having any tears of any sort via written format is an exercise in embarrassment.
So I watch/listen/read certain things only in the dead of night (hermetically sealing the room first), cut onions whilst sitting in a soundproof cupboard, and blow-dry my tear-ducts until they are as arid as Arrakis.
*Smiles*
@BastionKnight 🙁 that's sad, I'm sorry sweetie 🙁 on the days you feel like crying I'll be holding your hand, just squeeze and I'll squeeze right back 💖 when your eyes won't let the tears flow let me know and I'll do enough crying for the both of us 💖 hugs you tightly 💖
@Tinywhisper11
*Bows with utmost respect to you*
You are a wonderous human being. It is an honour to know you.
Please cry… It’s healthy <3
@jesusredeemedme2425
Your words are wise. Much wiser than Bastion.
*Smiles*
@Tinywhisper11 Spilling food everywhere, or getting it all over my face? 😂 That has to be the most embarrassing for me personally.
@lovingCat6978 ok so no curry or spaghetti Bolognese when you go to a restaurant then😂😂😂😂😂😂
Pooping. Definitely.
@jesusredeemedme2425 😂😂😂😂😂 fair enough
Simping over a fictional character that's twice my age
@Julieo0o0 😂😂😂😂😂 I'm not sure what to say to that😂😂
@Tinywhisper11 it might seem weird or strange but, I don't want to be caught dying. Dying is so embarrassing. When I go I just want it to be a quiet, peaceful experience with just me and God. No nurses or doctors rushing around screaming; no one panicked or over the top trying to save my life. I don't want to be wheezing, vomiting, screaming or bleeding out in front of others. 🙄 I just want a nice, passive passing to myself. My death is my business.
@sociableBeechwood9106 😂😂😂 ok. Well you can always do what the lions do, they leave their pride and go and find a quiet place alone to die💖
@Tinywhisper11 that's what I'm hoping for, some kind of warning about 2 days prior. 😆 And the way the world is today, people would just record it anyway. 🙄 And God forbid I'm dying somewhere buck naked....omgosh. On camera, naked, and dying with hundreds of people standing around is my worst nightmare. 😮💨 Don't ask me what even made me think of something like that in the first place. 🤣🤣🤣 I guess I like to over-think my over-thinking. 😂
@sociableBeechwood9106 😂😂😂😂 yep! You just stored another fear inside of me😂😂😂 thanks for that
@Tinywhisper11 o nooooo 😂😂😂 My apologies. I don't have many fears, but be certain the ones I do have are irrational. 😂....but possible. Lol. And I guess I do realize where the initial thought of that came from (it just evolved with the times), but I walked in on a body at my job a long time ago that I'm sure the lady would have been extremely embarrassed to know she had been found like that. There's nothing we can do about it but from that moment I just thought about how I didn't want to "be embarrassed" when I die. 🫣 But after I say all of that I'll try to clean it up by telling you and me.....but don't worry about it; that won't happen to us. 😂🫣😉
@sociableBeechwood9106. Omg! You found a body😥 that must have been very traumatic for you🙁 hugs you tightly 💖 and no it won't happen to me, from now on I'm gonna even shower fully clothed😂😂
@Tinywhisper11 😂😂😂😂....yeah, it wasn't so unusual given the job I had, but it would be startling to find them sometimes. That was just really unexpected because I was on break and not in my area. I was in someone else's area when I was requested to step inside a room to check on someone. The entire setup was very suspicious but all I could do was report the body and get off break. I still see images of her though because everything about it was WEIRD. EVERYTHING WAS WEIRD. My mind still tries to figure it out, and sometimes I wonder...... 🤔🤔🤔 smh..... But I tell you what, let's make a promise right now that if by chance we are caught dying, on camera, in front of 100s of people: we're gonna make it the sexiest death the world ever did see! 😆😂😆😂😉
@sociableBeechwood9106 😂😂 deal I promise you that💖
You must be a front line worker💖 I've seen many people die and bodies 🙁 I don't think you can ever get over seeing such things, I hope whatever happened to that lady they found out the truth💖 hugs you tightly 💖
@Tinywhisper11 I was in nursing back then. Sad to say nobody did or said anything. I don't really understand what happened so I don't give any details. I just have enough sense to know what I say as the first person to find her....well, I'll just leave it at that.
And thank you so much for your dedication to your service. 🕊
@sociableBeechwood9106 oh no I wasn't a front line worker or anything, just a traumatic past. It's a long story so I won't say it, but I'm now a resident in a old folks nursing home💖 I'm only 24 like I said it's a long story. But I know how hard the staff and carers work here and have to do. So thank you from the bottom of my heart 💖💖
@Tinywhisper11 o honey, long crazy stories that we don't want to talk about is something we have in common! 😆 But I can tell you have a sweet spirit about you, and I just want to commend you for letting it survive all you've been through. ☺️ That speaks VOLUMES. It's so easy to become a victim of circumstances and allow yourself to become bitter, and another member of society who doesn't love or care for others. You have done an amazing job of hanging on to the great side of you. I thank God for that; you have been encouraging for me, and I'm sure countless others, because you held on to what was important: you held on to YOU. 🤌🏾🥹👌🏾 Thank you. 🩷
@sociableBeechwood9106 so crazy story's and sexy dieing is 2 things we have in common😂😂😂😂 your really sweet💖💖
@Tinywhisper11 yes ma'am! Life might rough us up but death won't have us out here looking crazy; having people telling that stories for centuries on end! 😆 We're going down in history for the sexiest deaths on record! 🗣🫂💞
@sociableBeechwood9106 😂😂😂😂😂 yaaay! I'm already feeling proud of us dieing😂😂😂
@Tinywhisper11 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣 I so very much needed to read that this morning. I woke up to a rough start but 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣, you are hilarious! 😂
@Tinywhisper11
Talking to myself 🤣 I love talking my day through to myself , calms me 😁💜
@Amanda84 😂😂😂😂 get a pet then it won't look so weird if you get caught😂💖😂
@Tinywhisper11 I hate animals 🤣 maybe let people think I'm a ventriloquist 🙄
@Amanda84 oh being a ventriloquist would be soooo cool 😁 I want one of those creepy old wooden puppets😁😁 you can always borrow mayo💖 just pretend you were talking to him
@Tinywhisper11 mayo could be an option for certain 😁
@Amanda84
I talk to myself too😮
@WonNone I do it quite often 😁💜
@Tinywhisper11
Don't ask such questions 😭
@WonNone 😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂 I'm sorry sweetie💖😂😂😂
