Suround by people still feel alone
Surround by the people but still alone,
Don't know the path which i am on.
Something is missing or someone,
I am feeling like, i should also have one.
Don't like to play the victim, even it's easy to be one.
But still trying to figure out, what i have done.
I have those things, that I want last night,
But still feeling like, someone is dying inside.
I know the feeling what it's like to be alone,
But don't wanna be with People who make me feel unknown.
The heart is sticking, the mind is tricking,
My hands are feeling cold but eyes are sizzling.
Is this the adulting? I don't really get it !
The enjoyment you were talking about, I don't get it!
The heart is telling me to do something, but what i should do,
I don't get it !
My biggest moments i wanna show to someone,
but whom i show, i don't get it !
I do feel high, at that time, buut something like mine,
naah! i don't get it!
Yeah well it's night again and moon is on,
And i surround by the people but still feels alone.
@exuberantTalker9747 very well written, I can relate also so does that mean we aren't alone in feeling lonely? D: idk kinda comforting to think of it like that
It took me a while to realise that being surrounded or lack of people have not much to do with how lonely we feel... it is an internalized feeling where we can feel lonely even being around people and that's valid also ... baffles me when someone says "just meet new people" to "I feel lonely"?? wish it was that easy but isnt :( and doesn't work as like that.
what makes you feel lonely? 💕 I'd love to hear about any highs if you'd like to share .. also any lows :)
I am sorry for you :(
Thankyou soo much yeah i do feel comfort now💕
There is a God given emptiness in each human being that can be filled by God alone. I still remember that feeling I had before I met Jesus Christ, the feeling of missing something. A longing for something, a loneliness.... It all changed when I took a Bible and read it from beginning to end. I seriously searched and Jesus made sure to find me. After I submitted to Christ that feeling/longing/emptiness was replaced with hope, joy and a blessed assurance that I am not alone, that I am deeply loved. God does not have favorites. He loves you just the same.
Thankyou for sharing this ✨. I think I should also start to read spiritual scriptures again.
One can come to enjoy one’s own company. In fact the ability to do so is extremely attractive to others. So every day I have an extremely strict anti-anxiety regimen. I do a lot of aerobics for endorphins, I meditate, I listen to all kinds of highly emotional music, & I use the internet to help others more than seek help, to avoid over-dependence on others & to integrate everything I learned into myself. This regimen not only is keeping my anxiety down low, it’s also giving me a purpose in life that helps me enjoy my own company a little bit.