Adventure
I went to the mall for the second time in the last 6 years since my mental breakdown, it was a lot of fun, but highly stressing at first. I tried to buy some pop (Soda) but ironically the machine was out of the exact one I wanted lol. I guess I'll just wait 6 more years for them to refill it lol.
@genericbeing yaaaaay 💖 well done sweetie I'm so proud of you💖💖 it was stressful but did it feel good after?? Did you buy anything?? Other than the wrong soda??? What did you buy??
@Tinywhisper11 It felt great going there because i used to go there like almost everyday, it felt like a vacation out of my little bubble area I can go in. I bought some cards, I didn't bring much money because originally I was just driving somewhere really close to take my brother to a store, but randomly I was like lets go a little further, then a little more, than a little more, and before a while I was there. It was really nice seeing how things have changed over 6 years.
Did you get candy out of those little candy machines????
@jesusredeemedme2425 No, I saw a bunch though, they seem low on candy, like no ones refilling them. I think the malls going to close soon. :(
Candy machines are on their way out. The one at a store near me has probably had the same candy for YEARS…
The malls here are dying out, too.
@jesusredeemedme2425 Its a shame I love malls
@genericbeing well done sweetie 💖💖💖
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I can see the strength it took for you to go, proud of you 🥰💜
@Amanda84 Thank you Amanada :) its ben really tough trying to go places since my nervous breakdown
@genericbeing
Thank you for sharing something so important with me and trusting me. When people don't have the same experiences it can be hard to understand, I cannot begin to imagine what you've gone through and the strength it takes to keep going 💕
@Amanda84 I almost gave up part way through, I had to fight to get out of this like coma state I was in, but now I'm almost normal again
@genericbeing Im so glad that you didn't give up 💕💜 and which of us is truly normal? 😁💜
@Amanda84 The only thing I don't have completely back are my earlier memories, I lost a lot of the memories of my past
@genericbeing that sounds really tough, and such a tough thing to come back from 💜
@Amanda84 Yeah it was
@genericbeing
So many breakdowns can come from a singular traumatic event, a build up of things or come just out of the blue 🥺
@Amanda84 Mine was stress, anxiety, maybe overwork, a lifetime spilling over ingloriously
@genericbeing I understand completely 💜
@genericbeing I’m really proud of you! I’m glad it was fun. I wanted to recommend something to help if you feel stressful. They make these little small squish toys called mochi you can keep it in your pocket and use it for comfort whenever you’re feeling anxious. I find the more I expose myself to a stressful place the better it gets each time until eventually it’s familiar to me. I hope you go back soon for the soda ^_^
@bestLime1587 I would like to get that drink, oh and I kinda went back a second time. I went to a restaurant next door and was able to actually eat in there.
@genericbeing What a wonderful achievment! Other than the stress, which was uppermost in your experience for obvious reasons, how do you feel about the trip, and do you have any plans to do it again?
@CaseysTea It was great going there, it felt like a vacation, and yes I want to try going there maybe 2 more time before winter starts.
@genericbeing
That’s so awesome!! Well done!