Adventure
I went to the mall for the second time in the last 6 years since my mental breakdown, it was a lot of fun, but highly stressing at first. I tried to buy some pop (Soda) but ironically the machine was out of the exact one I wanted lol. I guess I'll just wait 6 more years for them to refill it lol.
@genericbeing yaaaaay 💖 well done sweetie I'm so proud of you💖💖 it was stressful but did it feel good after?? Did you buy anything?? Other than the wrong soda??? What did you buy??
@Tinywhisper11 It felt great going there because i used to go there like almost everyday, it felt like a vacation out of my little bubble area I can go in. I bought some cards, I didn't bring much money because originally I was just driving somewhere really close to take my brother to a store, but randomly I was like lets go a little further, then a little more, than a little more, and before a while I was there. It was really nice seeing how things have changed over 6 years.
Did you get candy out of those little candy machines????
@jesusredeemedme2425 No, I saw a bunch though, they seem low on candy, like no ones refilling them. I think the malls going to close soon. :(
@genericbeing well done sweetie 💖💖💖
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@genericbeing
I can see the strength it took for you to go, proud of you 🥰💜
@Amanda84 Thank you Amanada :) its ben really tough trying to go places since my nervous breakdown
@genericbeing
Thank you for sharing something so important with me and trusting me. When people don't have the same experiences it can be hard to understand, I cannot begin to imagine what you've gone through and the strength it takes to keep going 💕
@Amanda84 I almost gave up part way through, I had to fight to get out of this like coma state I was in, but now I'm almost normal again
@genericbeing Im so glad that you didn't give up 💕💜 and which of us is truly normal? 😁💜
@Amanda84 The only thing I don't have completely back are my earlier memories, I lost a lot of the memories of my past
@genericbeing I’m really proud of you! I’m glad it was fun. I wanted to recommend something to help if you feel stressful. They make these little small squish toys called mochi you can keep it in your pocket and use it for comfort whenever you’re feeling anxious. I find the more I expose myself to a stressful place the better it gets each time until eventually it’s familiar to me. I hope you go back soon for the soda ^_^
@genericbeing What a wonderful achievment! Other than the stress, which was uppermost in your experience for obvious reasons, how do you feel about the trip, and do you have any plans to do it again?
@genericbeing
That’s so awesome!! Well done!