Alone.
I hate waking up everyday and dreading the same feeling of 'why am I so *** alone'
@amiableBunny4016
Aw I get how dreadful these thoughts about loneliness can be, Shining buddy. You, of all people, do not deserve to bear your struggles alone ever. Here with youu, okie!
*sitting with you and sending lots of love* 💖
@Sunisshiningandsoareyou
I don't even know why I'm up at night. Idk what to do. I'm so *** tired and done. Idek what to say anymore.
@amiableBunny4016
Certainly okie to not know what to say or do sometimes.
It sounds like you're feeling exhausted, Bunny, would you say it's more emotional exhaustion or physical? both? would something help you ease a little? Every step counts!
You deserve to have some rest, sweet Bunny. It's late I see, hope you can try laying down and resting your eyes for a bit. 💖
*hugssss*
@Sunisshiningandsoareyou
Not sure what time it is for you. But hope your getting rest too! Its All of them Sun. mentally. Physically. Everything hurts. Sometimes domestic violence and things in life break us to the end.
@amiableBunny4016
Yeah I shouldn't be cupsing at this hour xD but oh well! Hopping off to sleep soon also! 😴
They do :/ you do not deserve the pain, Bunny :/ it breaks my heart to hear you're hurting so much. You do not need to be the strong bunny that is "fine" when she isn't okie, sometimes strength is in acknowledging how you feel, allowing your emotions a space to flow, accepting *you* and holding space for yourself to be a hooman.
This right here, you holding yourself the best you can, talking about how you're feeling as much or as little you can share currently, doing what you can to push through tonight, is a lot of strength, and I'm so so proud of you!
*keeps hugging*
It's okay to use your diary threads as you like okie, you can post as often you want/ need to. We (I say we, because I know there's many more people who share the opinion) truly do love you and your presence, and are here to support you as much as we can! 💖
Please get some rest also okiee! *sprinkles sleepy glitter around*
🤦🏻♀️ I don't even post in my diary thread anymore .
That thread kinda died anyways. Bleep bloop.
@amiableBunny4016
jus cus im like a thousand miles away doesnt mean ur alone ;D
me and the others at 7 cups may not be physically there w you, but our hearts and vibes will always be with you kay?
PS: i changed my name, i hope u remember me 😭
I feel the same way. And I don't have an answer for this feeling.
