Be Honest 💕
If you had to be honest in this exact moment, no mask, no filter, what word or sentence would describe how you feel?
@Amanda84 I feel like the ghost of the person I was, like ashes of a girl who was burnt by her own fire, like somebody who was too much of a truthteller for it's own good, like an exhausted leftover of a martyr, somebody who was supposed to die and who is useless as a living. Kind of breaking the mood,isn't it?
@Amanda84
@Amanda84 I feel like I should just d*e. My life is a complete mess right now and I don't know what to do. I have been going forward despite being all alone and sad, and never giving up. But I think this is my limit.
I’m wondering what did I do that was so wrong. Why when I’m trying to live a normal happy life does it keep hurting me so much.
@Amanda84 I'm feeling like faint excitement 😁
@Amanda84 I feel *slur**
Helpless and angry but mostly very sad.
@Amanda84 I am very happy, but I also feel a bit confused.
@beautifulWaterfall8168
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@Amanda84 I'm physically , emotionally and mentally exhausted . Its like I wasn't born to experience long lasting genuine happiness . Everything hurts and not having people who get you to talk to is just exhausting . You make a few mistakes and the good you did is forgotten , all of a sudden you're the worst person ever. I'm just tired of messing up all good things that come my way , I'm tired of feeling worthless, I'm tired of pretending i'm okay when I'm clearly not
@Kaytenz
I'm sorry that you are feeling so overwhelmed but you are definitely not useless or worthless 💜💕
Resentful. Control and self-determination was slowly taken away at work. Yes I’m in a creative field, and ego can easily play a part, but to feel like a number and be submissive all the time in an area that’s about ideas and inventive made me resentful, my self-autonomy and actualisation was taken away. I’m leaving now, taking time to decompress
@emotionalNest6858
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