Be Honest 💕
If you had to be honest in this exact moment, no mask, no filter, what word or sentence would describe how you feel?
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@Savon05 that's a cool turtle!
@Amanda84 sleepy
@Pit2242
You need to get yourself some rest 💜💕
What i truly, wholeheartedly want to say with all my very being will get me taken to a psychiatric hospital
So the less concerning thing would have to be: i am tired. Of rent, of job searching, of butting heads with everyone, of my medication constantly screwing me over if I miss one day.
I am tired existing because all I can do right now, with the state of things, is SURVIVE. I dont want to survive, damn it, I want to LIVE
I want to enjoy every breath I take, not resent it
Like I'm ready to screech and never stop screeching I'm past my limit of what I can handle, I'm all over nerve shot on edge and over all done I just want to cry
@crimsonRaspberries1486
Cry if you need to, but please remember, here, you are not alone 💜💕
This issue is im so tired my eyes can't produce the water in my eyes to cry 😭
@crimsonRaspberries1486
Please rest up and be gentle with yourself 💕💜
I mean I got a couple hours finally but it doesn't make up for basically days without sleep. I woke up and was instantly so mean to myself but when I'm sleep deprived I get like that, not just critic style more like Sargent style I guess... But thank you anyways ð¥°
@crimsonRaspberries1486
I get that, we are sometimes sadly, the hardest on ourselves 💜💕
Last night on journals and diaries I made a forum apologizing to myself, maybe if I continue to do this- apologizing to myself it'll do something. I don't like being so mean to myself and I know why it's happening but there is nothing that can be done yet😨