Be Honest 💕
If you had to be honest in this exact moment, no mask, no filter, what word or sentence would describe how you feel?
so tired and done
@adaptableJet543
@Amanda84 Locked in or at least I'll prefer to be.
@Diamondhearts1
@Amanda84
losted right now with being able to say how we feeling seem we at times just not know this week been ok mostly
@stormieandpaws
@Amanda84
@Amanda84 💜
Looking for the de@th to reach me tbh. Can't endure the the weight on my chest.
I'm despaired.
Sinner.😔
Lost into the darkness 😔.
Lost my faith, my joy, love, belief, myself.
Pain is all left after all.
Pain become my whole... my part of soul!
Dont really know what to do, where to go, just suffering Alone😔
@Ailuraphilelove8tear9
You are not alone in this minute.
I hold you quietly.
It seems impossible now.
But there's nothing you cannot overcome.
You are tired of feeling this way now.
But you can heal.
You just need to hold on 💜💖
@Amanda84 💜
Thank you for saying that.🙏💕
it means a lot fr. 😊
🤗💕
@Ailuraphilelove8tear9
It's true and my pleasure 💜
@Amanda84 why does it matter ? It's not like u really even care :/
@SadConfession8102
I do care or I wouldn't have asked 💖
@Amanda84 i feel worthless without purpose without will to go on i didn’t move or eat last 3 days i don’t see the point in taking care of myself anymore i rather would feel like this and die then feel lonely another second, to have this intrusive thought about how would it feel if someone loved me if someone cared about me the way i care every day is agony nothing comes even close to the pain of being unloved of not receiving love from one’s you care about it’s a lonely life it’s a pointless life without love and someone to share it with the good the bad and all in between
@Niki000
🥺
It feels impossible right now.
But this does pass.
Not looking after yourself only adds to and prolongs the suffering.
It's important to drink and eat.
And to have a shower.
To start turning up for yourself
It doesn't have to stay this way 💖
@Amanda84 truth is it doesn’t pass it gets worse every day is just reminder..Why should i take care of myself when it feels wrong when it feels lonely why should i sit at the table and eat when it feels lonely when i don’t really want to eat when i don’t want to be alone when after so many years i can’t even say i have a friend not even a fake one when ppl make fun of me for being me what’s good of life like that i don’t need it i don’t want it i would rather die then be alone and don’t say im not cuz i am..”it doesn’t have to be this way” what dose that even mean i didn’t choose to be alone i don’t choose to be unloved i always treated ppl the way i wanted to be treated and they just stepped all over me used my kindness used me and left me like pieces of garbage, where are now all those ppl now when i need someone to get me out of bed to spend some time with me where are all those so called friends gone the moment they got better and what im the one suffering and feeling lonely for it for trying to live for trying to take care of myself i get to feel lonely i get to not be able to eat how lonely i feel im done hoping im done fighting im done trying and feeling lonely for just living my life
@Niki000
You should look after you because you matter.
I'm sorry genuinely that the people around you make you feel unwanted, unloved, unsupported.
You should never be made to feel bad for just being you 💖
@Amanda84 i don’t matter i don’t care and i won’t even try anymore im done feeling lonely im done trying to live with loneliness. You don’t have to be sorry it doesn’t change anything it won’t make me feel better im just lonely im disappointed in life in ppl that genuine feelings and honesty is judged that nobody ever loved me nobody ever held my hand or hugged me since i was a child im just done trying and hoping that someone will accept me for who i am i wish you all the best and that’s it from me im out
I am Bad. That’s not Good. I’m not meant to be Bad, but I did it coz I could. There’s lots of choices I could make and I made the wrong ones with eyes wide open on only 3/10 regrets. Does that make me worse That I’m growing cold to the bad choices, or better because as I accept the choice I accept the consequences too? It’s confusing
@AriomaStar
Empty
@SilentTalker8025