Be Honest 💕
If you had to be honest in this exact moment, no mask, no filter, what word or sentence would describe how you feel?
I feel stupid and optimistic. My girlfriend ended our loving relationship to get help for her cannabis addiction. It’s a stupid thought, but I am optimistic that we can reconnect and flourish into a new even more loving relationship at the other side of it.
This feeling flips every day, sometimes every hour. No contact, out of respect for her, has me fluctuating between positive and negative like a sine wave. 😓
@sunnyVase9732
Its important she's getting the help she needs, hold onto that 💕💜
Definitely! I admire her courage for doing it, though the pain of her ending things is crazy. ☹️
Bullied and alone
@modestBalsam8023
I'm sorry to hear that. I was bullied too and i understand how painful and isolating it feels. But remember that none of this is your fault and you are a valuable person. Even though people bully you and say mean things about you, it still doesn't change the fact that you are a valuable person.
Sending you lots of support 💙 i'm here for you if you need to vent
Thanks pinkkite. That cheers me up. Maybe I need to realize how small I am. Just one person on a planet of 8 billion people. Your reply made me feel special and also not like I have to have the weight of the world on me. Thank you and if you want to keep chatting I would like to :0)
@modestBalsam8023
Sure, we can keep chatting and if you need to vent , you can vent to me if you feel comfortable doing so. I'm here for you, you can just tag my username when you need someone to talk to
Thanks pinkkite I really appreciate it. I moved somewhere a little remote because I wanted a break from people, but also was hoping to find people I get along with. It's nice to fine someone to chat with online. Just feeling a little overwhelmed lately thanks for caring 💞💞
@modestBalsam8023
Hii, how are you doing?
Good thanks! How are you pinkkite? ð©·ð©·
@modestBalsam8023
Not really good honestly. I'm struggling with school and chronic illness at the same time, and it's hard and i feel so alone. Sometimes i wonder if life throws challenges that are beyond my capacity, but i hope not. I'm currently in need of some support and encouragement right now :")
@pinkKite8784
And sometimes i feel a bit envious of people in my class who smoke but seem so healthy, while on the other side there's me who sometimes finds it more difficult to breathe because of their smoke. It's just not fair and i feel angry that i get sick because of them. There's a lot of people who smoke but looks healthy and meanwhile there's me who really wants to be healthy. I feel so alone right now and lonely too because i just got in my new school.
I'm so sorry to hear that. I know what that feels like. It's difficult to prioritize things and being busy helps keep your mood up.. but then sometimes you're just not able. Sending positive vibes your way. Hugs 🫂
@modestBalsam8023
Thank you for your support 🫂
@modestBalsam8023
You are not alone here 💕💜
Thanks Amanda 💞💞