Be Honest 💕
If you had to be honest in this exact moment, no mask, no filter, what word or sentence would describe how you feel?
Taking my l*fe is a really good deal. You hurt the family who made you a total loser AND you get to relief this pain. I couldn't want anything more. If it wasn't for that Suicidal line I called last week. I wouldn't be here.
Dad you don't know how much I would do just to destroy you even if that meant taking my l*fe to achieve that. Because that is how much hate I carry for you so called dad.
I currently feel extremely overwhelmed with even basic things. I am not able to function like a normal adult would be. I don’t know what to do next. I really hope there is some light at the end of tunnel, and that someday I will develop healthier coping mechanisms to the everyday stress of life.
A little irritated, as I've been trying to do something & so far, it mostly hasn't worked... This morning it occurred to me that what I should do is go about it in a better way...perhaps more intelligently if possible, I dunno...
@Amanda84
sad as the holiday season seem to be harder this year keep thinking of our kids last time they was home with us before being taken was this time of year our middle child birthday is dec. 14th and oldest child birthday jan 14th they be 23 months apart just been dealing with flashbacks on things that was out of control when we had the kids
