Be Honest 💕
If you had to be honest in this exact moment, no mask, no filter, what word or sentence would describe how you feel?
@Amanda84
Tonight 🥰
@Amanda84
hope you are feeling better
@peachThinker662
I am over the flu now, thankfully 😁 💜
@Amanda84
♥️♥️♥️ glad to hear
@peachThinker662
Thank you peach 🍑
@Amanda84
today just starting but woke up in a state of being angry and feeling like unsure of things with everything that happened in past around holidays we feel like we hanging at the end of rope onto a knot there trying to not let go we not want to disappoint others at all too
@stormieandpaws I’m really sorry you’re feeling that weight today. 💛 The holidays can bring up so much, and it makes sense you’d feel unsure and overwhelmed.
Just know you’re not hanging on alone. You matter, your feelings are real, and you’re not a disappointment to anyone.
If it ever feels like too much, please reach out to someone who can support you. We are here for you🥰, one step at a time. 💛
@curiousbookishness
thank you we unsure of a lot of things right now but am hanging in there
@stormieandpaws
Don't worry about other people's expectations!
Worry about your own 💖
@Amanda84
thanks we still hearing what our brother told us few years ago so that hard too he more or less stated if one can not work they trigger warning should be put down like a animal would be as he feel the government could save a lot of money that way due to as he puts it ones free loading off the government he say that different then ones who worked earn there disability and or retirement
but he also always been abusive to us one of our main abusers but still hear it going through our head a lot lately we have no connected with him other then him saying things when we on phone checking in with parents seeing how they be seeing they both 83yr old and not in good health
our brother live in parents yard in RV he lived with them even with his over the yesrs wives and kids girlfriends and some we not even sure what to call them parents have enabled him badly he freeloads off them so we know what he say not truth but still bothers us
@stormieandpaws
Nothing your brother says is true, he is just saying what suits his own narrative!
@Amanda84
we know that just hard to keep hearing it we have all our life like how stupid we be and stuff too but we got good grades in school went to college at age 42 got a degree at 44yr brother never got good grades and never went to collage either other brother he when we got degree and he heard about it said he was proud of us he was only one in family did oldest brother hurt him too
Passive XD (idk if that's good or bad, I've been a bit calmer and quieter than usual but well I'm somewhat happy with myself :)
@raspberrySpring9449
@Amanda84 lonely and bare. Im in the class Christmas party and im the only one who's sitting here alone on her phone
@ShySquare51
@Amanda84
hurt sad and angry tonight
@stormieandpaws
I'm really sorry to hear that 💜
@Amanda84
thanks today been ok day saw doctor got flu shot then set up a test and called set up the appointment with the kidney doctor at university of Michigan medical center as that were being refraled to by one were we live that did the 3 surgeries' trying to remove all the stone he could not get it all but was good getting set up and date to talk to him about next step
so been busy today with all that s
still angry about a lot but guess it good we feeling that in away
@stormieandpaws
Thanks for sharing🥰. That really does sound like a full day. We’re glad you were able to get everything set up, and it’s good you have a plan moving forward. It’s completely okay to still feel angry—going through all of that is a lot. We’re thinking of you and hoping the next steps bring some clarity and relief.
love and lots of hugs 🥲🥲🥲 🥰
@curiousbookishness
thank you we think it the unknown that bothering us and the flashbacks are what making us angry just not understand why the abuse by family members
@stormieandpaws 🥰🥰🥰
@Amanda84 how I feel and start setting boundaries
@eternalHero77
I'm finally chain free from a avoidant,, never gonna try to fix someone,, in the process i lose myself now gaining it in a hard way
@creativeBlossom4962
Nervous
@calmwinterbreeze
Failure
@scarletWest8397 no hun you are not a faliure hugs🥰
@curiousbookishness
@scarletWest8397
You are not a failure 💚