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Idk what I'm doing anymore... Idk why I'm still here or why I bother trying. There's no point. My life just sucks and that's just what it's always going to be like. I don't think it's ever going to get better. I've tried so hard to pull myself out of this but I just can't anymore.
Im pretty sure that just about everyone hates me. Everyone treats me like I don't matter. Guilt trip me, take advantage of me and use me. I've had to change myself to please everyone else. I've lost myself, I don't even recognize who I am anymore. My life isn't real, nothing is. It all just feels like a dream...
There seems to be about a million different things bothering me. Everyday feels like a loop. Nothing changes, it's just the same dull, emotionless cycle day after day. 2 years... For 2 years it's felt this way and somehow things only got worse.
This isn't living... It's just surviving. I've lost interest in a lot of things I used to love. I think that's what hurts the most. It hurts to watch yourself lose the spark you once had. I don't have the energy to do a lot of things anymore.
I can't do this... Im so tired. I just feel so alone and scared.
@IzzyGamer
Hi @IzzyGamer
I’m really sorry to hear that.
It sounds exhausting to carry all of this for so long.
I’m really glad you shared it here.
Would you share a bit more about what’s going on?
@hopefulHuman90
It's okay... I don't really want to talk about it right now. Thanks tho.
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@diligentMoon8736
Im sorry.. I know it's hard to feel this way. Your not alone in this tho.
@IzzyGamer
I love you <3
@IzzyGamer
I understand what you mean but you've got this. You can keep up with this. A therapist can help you more than any of us most likely can but all I want you to know is that you can do this and you can keep moving.
@IzzyGamer
I dunno how to react coz i'm not in ur position to feel what you're going through right now, but let me tell u, it's fine to vent all ur burdens and worries and negatives here.
I can see that virtual people here were supportive, and reliable.
lastly, I'm praying for you🙏
You’re not alone I’m feeling the same for my life too but yet I’m learning to embrace it. But yeah I kind of lost who I used to be and feel like I don’t know myself anymore like I used to and then I feel like I need to change but it isn’t enough.
