I Am So Incredibly Lonely…

I do mean friendship.

I can't even find people who care enough to consider me without prompting (as i try to do for others) , let alone someone who would want to spend more intimate moments with me.

Everything feels transactional. Like I am only worthwhile if I provide something they specifically want.

And it's never just me and my company that they want.

Love isn't actually an illusion, it's just that it's rare but you gotta trat yourself with affection and shower yourself with it. I feel sorry for you dear.

@jesusredeemedme2425 I feel exactly the same way. 😞

Cheer up! You are loveable ! ❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹

Hii!)It is so good you reached out here and described what you feel. You may actually have a strong believe that you don't deserve love, or it feels like it doesn't exist, even tho you may have friendships or relationships (don't really know your situation). Having friends not always mean they will support you or show you love, that is why you should choose your friendships or people you surround yourself with. Maybe you have enough friends, but when you need support, love or care, no one is there for you. You should find the ones who do will give this to you because they get you, not because they use you. You deserve this type of care. You can also do different hobbies or affirmations. Spend more time with yourself, even tho it feels so boring.

You deserve love and you will find your person♡

I'm going through the same thing. I feel extremely broken and unable to trust after my last relationship. But God is there, God loves us truly. He is good and He will heal both me and you. There is somebody kind and gentle and pure out there, getting ready for us just the way we are getting ready for them by going through all these things in life

Know that love exists for you. Everyone deserves it and I hope you find it soon. Sometimes it can take us longer than expected to find love that changes how we saw things before. Sorry these feelings are weighing upon you right now.