Idk.
just another pathetic rant by the one and only, ni. i’m crazy.
i feel so tired… exhausted. i feel like i’m just ignoring life and everything, really. smiling and laughing and pretending things are okay. life is too much but i don’t have any space to be not-okay, to be broken, to just be. idk.
idek why i’m posting this i just felt the need to… 😞 i’m really tired and i don’t want to keep going, i know i will, but i don’t want to.
i don’t have enough words… i need words… i want words but… my brain won’t *** let me won’t *** let me say much. the moment i have something to write with the words are gone. and i’m here, blabbering. like the stupid loser i am lmao.
well anyways… that’s it. this is me. the real ni. the one nobody wants. broken and stupid and pathetic. and so… done.
@LoveMyMoonflowers
*big big squeeze sicky hugs for ni*
@kylersartpace
hug… 💜
@LoveMyMoonflowers
its gonna be ok im gonna be here no matter what ok
@kylersartpace
mhm
@LoveMyMoonflowers
feeling exhausted is okay. it doesn’t feel okay, being all drained, with no motivation or energy for anything.. but it is okay to feel like this. and you’re not alone. you have to know this. i could never not like you. you’re amazing and sweet and strong, even if you feel bad or weak. we’ll get through this, you have so many people who have your back. consider me one of them.
love you so so so much, always and forever 🩷
-eva
@justmeeva
love you so much too friend. thank you 💜 *hugs tight* 💜
Cant word either rn but love u nd vvv proud of u ❤️
@unassumingEyes
Hi, Ni!
I think it’s great that you make these kinds of posts.
Among many other things, Cups is a place for venting, where we know our ranting will be read by people who care.
Here any issue you are unhappy about, anything, is okay for you to express.
Telling to others about the “dark” part of ourselves (like the “dark” side of the Moon, the side which is just like the rest of the Moon but it’s not shown to everyone) helps you feel complete, I think. Like the Moon is both sides, the one facing to everyone and the other one too.
7 Cups is made of people aware of their emotional issues. I think most people have their struggles, but most are not aware of them.
You have a keen awareness, and this is great. This is part of what a complete, intensely alive and bright human being you are.
Awareness is a double-edged sword. It makes us feel the good things but also the unpleasant ones. Even painful ones.
But as a human being, it’s much better to be genuine and complete, I think, being fully aware of the pleasant and the unpleasant sides of our lives.
And in this sense, you are a most wonderful, genuine and complete human being, sometimes having a good time and other times having a rough time.
We all here love the whole Ni, the complete “package”, and all expressions of the wonderful human being you are, are welcomed, appreciated, and respected.
I hope you feel better soon.
All the best!
Marcelo.
@LoveMyMoonflowers
@HealingTalk
thank you for your words marcelo <3 you always have such kind, wise messages for the people in our community and you always say them in the most eloquent way <3 i appreciate you. lots of love to you marcelo friend <3
(this tag from you brought a smile to my face - because i was literally going to PM you letting you know you’ve been in my thoughts! :o i hope you’ve been taking care of yourself my friend. <3)
Hi, Ni!
Your thoughtful message brought such warmth to my heart. Thank you for your kindness and for thinking of me - it truly means so much. I feel so fortunate to have a wonderful friend like you in our community.
Your sweet words uplifted my spirits. I'm deeply touched that you were going to reach out to me. Having people like you who care about friends and make an effort to check in is very special.
Thank you for your loving concern for my wellbeing. I'm genuinely grateful for your friendship.
Lots of love to you as well, dear friend. Our community is so blessed to have a soul as radiant as yours gracing it. I appreciate you more than words can say.
Sending the warmest hugs your way,
Marcelo.
@LoveMyMoonflowers
@HealingTalk
Sending the warmest hugs right back 💜💜💜
@LoveMyMoonflowers
Hi,
Have you tried our sharing circles? It really helped me to go there and talk about whatever I wanted. The people there listen and it really helped me.
love
@purpleTree4652
hi there <3 i think it’s so thoughtful of you to take the time to reply to my post and suggest going to the sharing circles <3 i appreciate that. i’m happy to hear they’ve been helpful to you! i’m assuming your on the adult side though? :o on the teen side, at least whenever i’m online, we don’t have many sharing circle sessions. <3 we have three rooms open 24/7 - which includes 1 regular support room. <3
i also prefer the forums over the rooms - but the rooms are cool too. <3 thank you <3
