I don't know if I can get though this
My parents are horrible and they're all I have 😞 I don't know what to do. I can't move out. I can't drive because I have an eye problem. I can't even imagine having enough courage to do public transportation because I have way to much anxiety and trauma to trust a stranger. My sister doesn't drive anymore and I cut ties with my extended family so I only have my parents to drive me. I feel like a bum and burden. I hate liking guys. I hate that I still miss someone that probably never thinks about me. I hate that I wanted someone who was 21 when I was 17. I hate that I'm so lonely that I seriously am thinking about trying online dating. I wish I had anything going for me besides having a job that doesn't pay me enough to live 😞 I can't even be a manager because I'm a bum that can't drive
I legit hate myself rn
@agreeableSkies9889
I can hear how frustrated you are. Unless you live in a very large city, it can be very hard to get around without driving, and there's a point where you don't want to depend on your parents for rides anymore. I wish you were with people who genuinely accepted you for who you are. It wouldn't solve every problem but it seems to me that a lot of your self hatred is coming from their values.
Sending care💛💛
Life is going to be hard. Life is and will have its ups and downs. Give yourself grace today. Your only 17! Trust me when I say it gets better! Tell yourself 3 good things about yourself today!!
Sorry I'm actually 21 but I talked about something that happened when I was 17. Anyways thank you for your kindness, it means a lot ❤️
