I don't know where to turn...
I've been abandoned or ghosted by almost every listener I've tried to talk to. One person told me i should talk to a therapist. Well even though I have a therapist, I bought the therapy package so I could talk to one here. She responded and said she'd be back tomorrow and she just checks everyday and responds to a message or so. She hasn't been on, hasn't checked in, and this whole weekend I've been spiraling into a darker and darker hole. I just wasted money i don't have trying to find someone, anyone to talk to, and i can't even pay someone to care. Everyone just shuts me down, confirms that I will be alone forever. 7 cups is not a safe or friendly place. I'm not wanted anywhere in the world. I don't have anywhere else to go!
@ResonantRadiance
I am sorry you are having this experience.
I have not used the therapy thru the site but have done irl and online and frankly the biggest problem with therapist's imo is finding the right fit. it feels like a waste of time and money to keep trying. I found out although I wish I had that time and money back when I found the right one, I did get the clarity I was seeking.
When we are struggling it is hard to shop for a good fit... It is frustrating and I lose patience when trying one after another and feel like not being heard or given responses.