I feel useless
Hi, i previously talked about my life story and explaining my whole situation (if you wanna know it, *** it’d be nice to talk it privately) anyways, I just feel useless I’m a 17 year old male who as for now doesn’t do anything else other than stay in his house all day gaming, at the begging of the summer I had a job, I wanted to quit it and find a new one because the pay was just mediocre and they wouldn’t give me more hours, I then started working at a store, problem was it was only temporarily for the 4th of July and all that, when I stopped working on the 6th I started feeling so useless, I’ve been feeling this way for a long time but if it gets more noticeable during summer because I have NOTHING to do, I have 1300 on my bank account rn and even tho that’s a lot, I have to help my mom pay stuff every month so I just can’t chill as the money disappears, not doing anything productive for so long just makes me feel like a waste of oxygen, specially when I KNOW I have to work out because I’m too skinny and I need to be different so maybe I could have better chances at social situations (not like couple wise, just like get more accepted and not being made fun of over my skinniness) if I can’t do all the different types of summer activities teens my age do because I have no friends, like go to pools, parties, sleepovers etc, I should at least do something productive. But my useless *** can’t even do that…
@uknown333 Hey, sorry you're feeling this way. I wanted to remind you that you're so loved and amazing no matter where you are in life. You're definitely not a waste of space/oxygen and you're definitely not alone in this, I've struggled personally with feeling lost and doubting myself or struggling with productivity. What has helped me is taking small, actionable steps every day (like getting outside, volunteering somewhere, studying/researching/learning something for fun), and trust that it will all work out for you because it will!! Sending much love and prayers 💖