I miss being actively here. //Consider all your triggers before continuing//

Trigger warning ⚠️! // Please take care // some of the topics include: grief of others// depression// loneliness// and more //

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I want to be, maybe even a little unlogical rn, even that word doesn't even exist.

I miss teen community room. I miss my teen friends, I miss entering the room and seeing mostly familiar faces. I'm sad because I wanted to tag some of them but, I'm starting to forget some of their usernames, it makes me sad rly, but I just want to rant away rn.

I want to feel free again, I'm not sure what has been making me so down recently. I know what I'm studying, what career path I'm following and what are some of y goals to achieve, and none of them are unreachable.

I'm feeling weird about turning 19, I wish I could've had some free time each day where it wouldn't be counted and the clock would stop so I could do useless things with a clearer mind.

I don't know when we're the last time my brains was calmer in general.

I'm sad to see kind and great humans in pain, I'm sad and not proud about some of the paths that some humans are stepping on to.

I'm sad about ai getting rouge, I'm sad about the world's heat problem. I'm sad about hearing people dealing with grief, my other in example. I'm sad that people are experiencing war.

I'm happy about the hope and love, the support and care among the humans helpful to one another.

And btw, I'm sorry about the typos, I believe it's been a while since I wrote in English, I g the only part I use English in my life to write is 7 cups mostly.