I need some support.
TW things are just falling apart. i pretend to be so happy and smiley because I'm avy and I'm happy. Bull *** ***. She beats me and the next day I'm at band smiling with my friends because I have no choice. And my foot hurts so bad. Ive lost the only person that ever made me feel real. He was the only person who I thought could make my life bearable. Theres so much stress and pressure. Hide your home avy. Keep your sister safe avy. Find a new place to live avy. BE a straight a student avy. Cant be in pain avy. If you call cps ill hate you avy. Step out of line and ill k!ll you avy. Dont be sad around friends avy. Be alone avy. FIx your parents marriage avy. Help your friends who are hurting avy. Loose more weight avy. Dont look so tired avy. Fix our money problems avy. Hug the dog after she kicks him avy. Go to band and not let anyone know u haven't slept avy. Smile avy. Don't let anyone know about Storm, even though he could be around the corner avy.
Its all falling in on me and I'm crumbling.
@AvyIsKing my heart really does break for you😞 she's being violent alot? You don't have to be anyone or anything other than you, the real you cause that's who we love the most. That's who I love ❤ I'm just so sorry I can't help you, I really really wish I could. Hugs you tightly ❤ I'm so sorry sweetie 😞
@Tinywhisper11
Thank you❤ it really means a lot. I had a really bad day. My best friend who lives in Ohio and I were on the phone and I was doing makeup when TW she got a suicide note from her friend and I had to help her through what to do, he's ok he's in the hospital right now getting help. 😞 I was literally crying and I don't even know him but he has health issues as well and his home life used to be really bad 😞 I just got really stressed and sad and my mom started being herself. My other friend ended up staying up really late with me just to keep me company til I fell asleep, which I haven't slept in a few days. Your kind words mean the world to me
@AvyIsKing hugs you tightly ❤ you should not be relyd upon to help your mum with that sort of thing😢
@Tinywhisper11
My mom is how she is I guess. Jist struggling right now
@AvyIsKing i’m so sorry you’re going through all of this, avy. this situation sounds beyond terrible, horrifying even. we’re so so so so proud of you for the fact that you persist and keep going despite everything. you’re a really strong person, avy, and i hope you know that things will get better, but while they don’t, please know that we’ll always be here for you. you’re an amazing person, thank you for being here. don’t let any of the things happening in your life bring you down, we believe in you, avy!! you can and will get through this 💗
@adorablebones
I don't know why I cried reading this. This was so sweet 🥺 I don't even think we've met before. Thank you ❤
@AvyIsKing i’m happy to help 💗 you seem like a lovely person, i’d be honoured to be your friend if you’d like : )
@AvylsKing
hi hi. i’m so sorry this is happening. it’s so hard to do that stuff and keep a straight happy smiling face on. i’m so proud of you for trying everyday to keep fighting to look happy. just remember to take care of yourself. YOU are the most important and YOU deserve to feel important. people around your life don’t deserve you if they hurt you and im so sorry you have to fix things that don’t deserve it.
keep being strong avy you’re so amazing. im always so impressed. im always so proud of what you say and how you’re strong enough to say it.
*huge hugs if wanted*
@steph8402
Hugs ❤ thank you. I'm feeling a bit better now because I got some sleep. I'm really glad to have people like you in my life
@AvyIsKing
i'm glad you got some sleep. sleep helps with everything lol. i'm glad you are feeling better(: anddd i'm also glad that youre in my life too
@AvyIsKing
Hi : ) , I completely understand the pain, I'm here for you as much as I can 🙂
Keep on the amazing job you're doing 🥹
@daydreammemories
Thank you 🥺
@AvyIsKing We're all here for you
