I think I just need to talk/rant.
Hi, this is my first time here. I don't know if I am doing this right, but I sure hope I am.
So, I've hit rock bottom. Gone low. Down, under, smacked against floor— any and every term there is to describe being done.
My family needs money, my work is *** and I had to quit, everything is just so, so wrong. I can't do this anymore, I can't even wake up anymore, or even find a will to eat. I want to cry, but I can't. I'm lonely and I don't have the will to even move, bring myself to sleep or do anything.
If i were a planet, previously i was just off my axis. Now, I am drifting off into the abyss and I don't know what to do or how to fix this.
I've always had answers, always worked towards fixing things, but I really don't know now. I need help, but who, how?
@bluepostcards
I am sorry someone has not responded ... when we are adrift and we feel lost you should get some response before many days have past....
When i feel at the end off my axis...... lost and wondering what is next .....the status quo is just going around in circles not making progress or seeing the sunlight ....... I ask for help ...not in a person but the universe ...... i know it may sound nuts but more then once when i felt this way.... i asked for a sign... or a new "mentor" it has worked most of the time ... i have had a huge problem asked for a person to listen and challenge me negative and i found a new job with a co -worker that in 3 short months has had me looking at things differently and better and cannot BS myself anymore. These mentors may be someone you know for a short time .... every opportunity is a chance to learn a lesson most of us do not appreciate the mentors we have come in and out of our lives.... we do not even know who they are at the time....
@toughTiger6481 Thank you so much for responding. I really needed help and it was .. a lot worse after seeing no responses. So thank you for being the only one who saw me. I guess. I'll try what you've suggested out... I do need guide ...
@bluepostcards you have obviously hit a very deep depression. if you haven't already I think the "cure" for this is just talking to somebody about what your experiencing and/or medication. I had to recently be medicated for depression/anxiety and its done some very good things for me. I don't know what is happening to cause this, but just know that things will get better. things always go from good, to bad, to better. your in rock bottom bad right now but better is on its way. just hang in there.
@EmmyMarie06 Thank you so much. I think I've got depression too, but I'll be taking all the suggestions I'm getting from here and put it to use. Hopefully I will get better, even if it's very hard to be positive at the moment D:
Thank you so much once again, for reaching out. It means the world to me.
Hey, thanks for sharing this. I am so sorry to hear that you are going through such a difficult time. I get how kuch confused, frustrated, lost you must he feeling. And that is absolutely valid. I mean if i were in your situation, then i would have felt the same way. But please remember that when things dont work out the way we want to, it is times like this where we need to show extra strength ans where we need to be there for ourselves and i know it becomea especially hard in such times but we deserve to be there for ourselves so that we could treat ourselves the way we deserve to be treated like.
@Poohkipsie Thank you so much for this. To know I'm heard and that people have felt the same means a lot. I hope things will get better, I really do. Thank you again <3