I wish my inbox kept flooding with message today
So I won't feel like I'm drowning, feeling ashamed of myself. For insulting myself over and over and over again. I just wish people kept texting me and I would keep answering.
@seashell145 - Hey there, I'm sorry you're going through a rough patch right now, try to hang in there okay.
@L1ly0ftheValley
Thank you so much! Thank you for your compassion.
@seashell145 - You are so welcome. :)
I do the same thing- best myself up about being inadequate, then feel bad about being negative. We can forgive ourselves. Tell yourself, "it's OK. If I'm better today, great. If not, it's not the end of the world. I've made it this far." This is my 2nd day here, and I already feel like I may feel overwhelmed, but these strangers are my people, and I believe they will throw me a lifeboat. Thank you for your vulnerability.
@ellamenopee
This comment is so nice, thank you so much! I love the thing about the strangers being my people and they throwing me a lifeboat :) Feeling a little bit better now, hope you are having a good day :)
Thx for ur reply! Sorry, just saw this post. Boy, they really get buried fast, huh? So glad u feel a bit better, day by day...
hello im dealing with emetophobia. please text me and lets talk about it maybe I can help you and you can help me ? :D
@daku
I also suffer with emetophobia its hard im sorry you have to go through it too
@EzraYourLocalTrans
I'm so sorry Ezra! Hope you are having a nice day :)
@daku
I'm so sorry you are going through this, you have a member account, and I too, so it's not possible to send you text now. Maybe later, I will text you with my listener account.
@seashell145 Today I have the exact same issue... Sometimes you miss someone so much and you wish they were with you with your whole heart. There are days where all our friends happen to be unavailable and we wish someone was there to listen. This doesn't mean these people don't care about us though. Sometimes we just need to have faith and trust the process. Let's both hope it will be alright. Thank you very much for sharing this with us!
I'm on a mission now >:O
Except I cannot send you a message to inbox >:O hehe
This will do!
How are you doing?
Do you want to chit-chat over the forum posts? I have questions like what's your favorite color? Do you like quizzes? If so, do you know your personality type? Anything you would like to talk about? :)
@Blondebunny2
Hey, thank you so much for your kind comment. Yes, I would love to talk to you, I can comment with my listener account here if you want to text.
My favourite color is Yellow, Sky Blue and cantaloupe's brightest shade. I don't like quizzes, but I like creativity, especially math. I do like personality tests, I am INFP 4w5 SP/SX. My creativity type is the dreamer. If you text me, we can talk a lot about those stuff I guess. I want to know what your answers to all these questions are.
@Blondebunny2
This is me, Seashell.
@seashell145 I am in the very same mood today and if you want to exchange your story against mine, you are welcome to drop me a pm
@seashell145
Hey there, sorry to hear you're going through these types of situations. Wanna say you're not the only one who's experiencing this currently, and recommend taking things one step at a time :)
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“It’s dark because you are trying too hard. Lightly child, lightly. Learn to do everything lightly. Yes, feel lightly even though you’re feeling deeply. Just lightly let things happen and lightly cope with them. I was so preposterously serious in those days… Lightly, lightly – it’s the best advice ever given me…So throw away your baggage and go forward. There are quicksands all about you, sucking at your feet, trying to suck you down into fear and self-pity and despair. That’s why you must walk so lightly. Lightly my darling…” Aldous Huxley – Island, 1962.
@ellamenopee
Thank you so much! You are so nice, this passage absolutely resonates with me. Can we be pen pals? I'll comment here with my listener account if you'd love to. Let's see if it works out.
Absolutely!
@ellamenopee
Thank you :) This is me Seashell.
@seashell145
Hang in there! Today is hard, but look at you reaching out for support instead of retreating into self. You are already stronger than you think.
@Wyldspirit
Thank you so much! All of you have been so nice. <3
