Logging,
I am just a curveball of sadness. I have seen people push through the exams, and saw them being greatly successful while I succumed to my comfort zone and pleasures. It makes me always want to cry.
I have dreams too, I wanted to be like them too. I really cant push it...
@needhelpwithOCD hey,thank you for sharing that,it takes a lot of effort...but it's not your fault. it can be hard to believe for you,but you're just as worthy (:
@Ednamius I am in a context where I must push for my goals, like carrying myself forward even when I dont feel like it. I see people who can do that, and wonder if I can be like them.
I pursue a quality education of Physics, and have not yet gotten habit of studying.
@needhelpwithOCD that makes sense...it can be really exhausting to carry yourself forward and pushing hard even when you don't feel like it,and seeing others do it casually and succeeding.../:
And wow,physics? That's awesome! and getting a habit of studying can be really tough and draining,it takes time
what made you choose that major,and what usually stops you from studying?
@Ednamius I have OCD, if I can surprass my mental block that I should reenter courses, I may pursue an education overseas. I had a very bad season and I abrubtly stopped attending. Next year I got the course, but I was absent time to time. Our rule is to make up to 4 days of absence. My teacher excused me, but I feel like I should retake those courses post graduation so I can rightfully enter a govt position. If I get the money, I really feel like jumping to a course :D