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I am just a curveball of sadness. I have seen people push through the exams, and saw them being greatly successful while I succumed to my comfort zone and pleasures. It makes me always want to cry.


I have dreams too, I wanted to be like them too. I really cant push it...

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User Profile: Ednamius
Ednamius Monday

@needhelpwithOCD hey,thank you for sharing that,it takes a lot of effort...but it's not your fault. it can be hard to believe for you,but you're just as worthy (:


it's beautiful that you have dreams too. you may be slower than your friends at achieving them,but it's okay. the first steps are the hardest,and everyone has different lives and obstacles to go through before reaching their goals

it's human to cry and let it out,i'm proud of you for rexisting all this. it's a lot. i would feel that way too

what are your dreams,and how do you feel like whenever you try getting closer to them?
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User Profile: needhelpwithOCD
needhelpwithOCD OP Monday

@Ednamius I am in a context where I must push for my goals, like carrying myself forward even when I dont feel like it. I see people who can do that, and wonder if I can be like them.

I pursue a quality education of Physics, and have not yet gotten habit of studying.

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User Profile: Ednamius
Ednamius Monday

@needhelpwithOCD that makes sense...it can be really exhausting to carry yourself forward and pushing hard even when you don't feel like it,and seeing others do it casually and succeeding.../:

And wow,physics? That's awesome! and getting a habit of studying can be really tough and draining,it takes time

what made you choose that major,and what usually stops you from studying? 

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User Profile: vegatune
vegatune 10 hours ago

Thank you for sharing that , it's take a great effort to talk about it . I'm currently olso living like similar situation , I didn't succeed to pursue my dream , of course I got shooked and i olso cry because the situation is very hard but the only thing that make me strong is that telling this to myself

" success is not easy you have to suffer specially on the first steps to make your dreams come true , do not lose hope at all , maybe some people will be successful earlier than you but that does not mean you lose as long as you try you will arrive at what you want "

I hope you will become successful one days as you wish and take a good care of your self 🤍🙏

User Profile: stillbecoming2027
stillbecoming2027 7 hours ago

Waisting ur own potential being drowned in temporary pleasure (games , shows..) i struggle with that to ,but i realised that it's not laziness it's us trying to cope and escape from whatever we deal with in our lives even if we know very well that we have to work hard in order to change things ,but we keep choosing the temporary dopamine. But even if it's somehow a vicious cycle and i keep losing track everytime,i gotta and u gotta keep fighting and forcing urself to go back to what matters each time. Because being inside the vicious cycle where u go back to fight for ur dreams each time,is better then being outside it and always keep Waisting ur potential. English isn't my first language. Good luck and i hope u get everything u want