My seclusion 🍂

well, just let the nature do what the nature does in it's own time, taste better.
It is good to hear you still talking replying and sometime sharing.
well done girl, you have start to enjoy the adventure of life.
Resting is good, cooling down a bit, but still I notice in your words,
you are longing for someone, just tired looking for it.

you should learn to know better about yourself,
try to reflect and know what you really want and what is possible for you.

Well, your represent picture is reflecting what you wish you were doing, which is
chilling, resting and just reflecting, you need the time to know better about yourself.
To be understood and find that comfort in being found and understood, a place where you could rest and enjoy the beauty of life.
It is always exhausting to meet people that are not align or ppl that are not within our expectation in a good way. what you might actually want from what you write is that it is better in the solitude then being with someone else that you aren't feeling exist, you want a place to lean and rest, a comfort place where you can just sit down and talk, having a decent conversation also doing activity that could bring meaning into your life, some inspiration to look forward to, a hope that life is going to be okay.
Silence isn't always because we have nothing to say but it is because we choose not to say it knowing it isn't the right time and place, because words spoken that are not within it's time and place can be consider rude and annoying even useless eventhough sometimes, it could means gold.

In silence, you were able to meet yourself,
the person of who your are, the more your reflect the more things you will find out about yourself and life and it is good for personal development thus it could give your comfort caused you now start to listen to who you are, what what the ppl said about you but who your are.
Tbh, it took me a while to realized and to accept who I'm as who I'm, cause sometimes, there are things you found out, isn't align with what you think and feel but it's who you are, you are what you are and the sooner you accept it as your, the better you can look for solutions to tame it and living in reality which mean being alive. (there are things for public, there are things for private) for everything there is time and place.

Yeah, it took me awhile to accept that we always make a choice in our life, even not making a choice is also a choice and I realized is, the best way to make a choice without regreting it is to know what are the consequences you are able to live with and again, it is heavily related with your personal growth or personal development, how well you know yourself, the good, the bad, the all of you.
Only by knowing yourself better then you could become more robust, mature, clear and focus.
Well, we are human, we are a social animal, it is embeded in our gene and dna, we can't outrun it, we actually want connection and what does connection means isn't just to know you but to be understood and just like you know, well, like you know when you just know. So, we will always yearn for someone else special for us.
Well, we can feel a bit relief when we better understood ourself or what's going on because we can try to make sense of it and like trying to have some sort of control not to be too chaotic of being the unknown. It is like, we like mystery but not too much. Right ammount of mystery makes you stay curious and facinating but too much mystery make you frustated and feeling unsafe or not secure, cause it isn't certain.

Well, it is 11am at my place right now,

Hug you back😌

this quote is so deep rooted and heart touching 💗✨

If solitude feels much peaceful n not making u feel lonely it means u loves ur own company a lot