Reaching the end
Think I'm reaching the end.....don't know much more to say than that......I use to think that is someone thought badly of you or if you wronged someone you could just apologize and make amends or even worst if someone lied about something you said ir did you could talk and figure it all out. No games. That's not the world we live in....I can't cope. What's sad us though I may not remember or know everything about my past I know enough to know where the ithers are wrong.....if someone just listened a life could been saved or drastically different. Mu whole life I never knew ppl thought so badly of me, how can I defend myself or speak the truth when the only truth ppl wanna hear is the wirst case scenerio......I think I've done all I can do.....what even worst nobody will know the places I'm right and that I never would wanna hurt someone. Im a good person....and it hurts to know....this good person is at it's end.
@Thehollowwoods01
This world is no doubt hard to life to be in, there are many people who are hurting so much they think they have to inflict their pain on to everyone else. Their logic is very messed up, good people like us are not easy to come by, but we don't have to give up. We just have to realize that even though there are very toxic people we don't have to give in. I hope this helps you Hun. Sending many warm hugs your way💛
@Thehollowwoods01
I know how bad it might be when you did nothing wrong and people wronged you and spread bad rumors about you maybe..when all you want was to have lovely good people around you and be heard..I don't know what limit did the people in your life push ,but trust me my friend ,it is not your fault ,it is not you , it'll never be your fault ,you matter in this world more than anything! To be loved ,respected , appreciated and cared for these are rights you possess from the moment you get born..the world is cruel and harsh and people can never be pleased..but trust me ...it can be different, you'll find your people,and you writing this post means you already love yourself enough to admit your feelings... Don't let the world pull you down! Believe it or not ,this whole earth was made to serve you! The piece of fruit you eat was meant for you from the moment its seed was planted! You're more valuable and you matter more than you give yourself credit for. It is hard..it is suffocating ,but you're worth standing up for yourself even if no body believes , there's so much more out there than just people's lies , we're here for you my friend , I hope you know how much you're worth it and how much you're needed 🤍🤍🤍🤍
@bubblePerson5643
Ttruthfully when I was younger I did hurt ppl but I wasn't aware of it nor the long term ramifications of it....I wish I had ppl in my life that were bit more patient and understand derstanding. Not all wrongs are a by product of a bad spirit. Sometimes accidents are simply that. Plus I do believe since most of the bad mouthing went behind d my back they may have embellished or were allowed to spread even more rumor that most I could disprove or at very least explain. I don't see why someone would want to automatically jump to destroying someone when the person typically sticks to them selves and is more scared of other ppl than they are of him. Its such a crazy situation I find myself in. Idk how to fix it.
@Thehollowwoods01
Oh it is okay to make mistakes ,and admiting them is a strong power ,and deciding not to do them again as much as you can is a billion times stronger , that's very awesome and thoughtful of you ,and you shouldn't be afraid of people ,maybe right now you think you're the only flawed person but that's not true ,if people could read the life stories of eachother ,no one would be able to raise their head Infront of others..and that's okay , that's how the human is made , you're fine my friend , also let people spread rumors ,they are not gonna care one day after they are 70! ,who cares , you'll find your people ,the ones that trust you ,the ones that believe you ,you don't have to prove yourself to people that aren't any better than you're
@bubblePerson5643
Thank you . Means alot to me to see those words.
@Thehollowwoods01
No need to! I hope everything works out for you like you could never imagine 💐🤍
Here if you need someone to chat to :)
You are worth it. Every good person is. Even if you don't feel like it or others tell you. Never change yourself,cut off the bad Energie and people and just life you life. The way you want it to be and the way you deserve it.
@Thehollowwoods01 the thing is, you can't change people. And you can't keep beating yourself up over the past. I'm sure your situation is very very hard. But it's not at all hopeless. I would suggest to sit down and look into your options.
1. does anyone around you believe you, like you, vibe with you etc? If yes, focus on those people. If no, then we get to phase two
2. Do you have any way to expand your social circle by getting to know new people? If yes, do so. If no, time to consider moving away as soon as it's possible for you to start with a clean slate.
Good luck to you. You got this 🌻
