Scared
Once more, I remember a weird thing I did as a child. Around 9-12, I had a porn addiction. Beside all the posts I made about the disgusting stuff I used to watch or where my curiosity took me, now I remember I probably watched l0li stuff on hentai sites. I didn't think of it as real children, but now it feels so wrong. Those characters looked young..
@huiny254
Atleast now you have acknowledged you were too young to comprehend what you were looking at.
Porn is not a realistic portrayal of what is expected from a true, healthy and intimate relationship.
You deserve to forgive yourself, move forward, as you write too young to know it wasn't right for you in the first place!
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Yeah but I have a feeling I watched something like that while looking through a site last year too. There were other ones too which I am sure I watched, the characters could've been 16 so a bit older than me but still underage. And the first one with someone that surely looked younger I am not sure if I did or not watch but I might have. During that time I once searched some illegal (real) stuff out of curiosity on one of those sites but over time I got scared I might have had ill intentions back then, who knows what I would've done if it did show up even if I knew a big part of me was sure I ain't gonna see anything?
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