The Perfect Ending

I had a conversation ive been meaning to have for a long time

In short i learned the true meaning of what it means to not expect yourself from others

More then anything I guess I wanted validation and agnowlgemt of the work ive put in

I got none of it

More then anything it confirmed that I am a temporary part of the persons life

That hurt but it is what it is

The lack of validation and agnowlgemt hurt but im learning to only seek the validation and agnowlagemt of God

I learned that this person plays a different role in my life then I expected

Im forting enough to sound myself with people that believe in me 

The conversation showed me that this person doesn’t believe me

Im more stoked then anything

After the conversation I was hurt and wished the person reacted the way they did

Then I thought about it

I have this idea that I am a temporary part in the persons relationship

But maybe they are the temporary part

Perhaps they are not

Either way

No matter what the future looks like for us 

This is the way ive always emerged fredships would end

This may not be the end of our relationship but in a lot of ways its the end of the versos they know of me

If it is the end then im ok with it it

In a lot of ways we are fundamentally different and im over acting like we arnt and like it doesn’t matter

It does, we are and its ok

Im no longer bending my morals for the relationship that’s already dead

This may not be the end of us but if it is its a perfect ending.