every day i wake up hoping things will get better
but they're heavier and i'm sleepy all the time, hardly focus, sometimes mostly sad and tired. i feel like i'm always on low power mode. but then i hope it will be better again when i already know the output, i don't want to face it, what if i first, been thinking about that but i still want to be around like maybe i just want them to understand my bad mental health because they always treated it like i was just overreacting, overthinking over everything. 
this feeling has been preventing me to do the things i love, i used to really lovee drawing, but now i just feel like drawing is only wasting time which why i rarely finish what i started
my sis even joked about me being depressed
there were times where i cried randomly at random times too, like when i went shopping, or other public places :(
i feel better now
i feel sad again
then ok again i feel better after crying
@hopefulencounter I hear you, and I want you to know that you matter ❤️ And you didn't deserve being treated that way cus' of your mental health 💜 I'm so sorry you're feeling so heavy lately 😔 You don't have to go through it all by yourself, I'm here for you 💖 Sending you all my of love 💗💗💗
@fossilfellow thank you, thanks a lot 😭💖 i asked my sis if it's normal or not to be sad everyday and she said yes that might be normal and everyday shes stressed too
@hopefulencounter I'm so sorry to hear that 🙁
I'm here for you 💜*hugs* <3
@fossilfellow thank you 😭💖 i also asked "is there a normal person who's sad every day? " she just read my chat
@hopefulencounter 🙁❤️
Low power mode sucks 💙
They shouldn’t have treated you like that 💙 you aren’t overreacting or overthinking
I hope you get what you wished for 💙 you really do deserve it
@raphael86 yes it sucks :") thank you so much