i dont know what to do anymore...
Im done with loosing people...i let so many people into my life get to know them...then they just leave... Im so tired of loosing everyone I love and care about. Everytime I loose someone im close to I loose a part of me. I've lost so many people in my life from my mental health and im just im tired of it. I really have no friends anymore at this point.
I'm so drained daily because I barely sleep because im constantly wondering whos gonna leave next. I honestly dont know what to do with myself anymore....I dont know who i am anymore....why am i so stupid for letting people get close to me...why am i so stupid for trying to even make friends when i know everyone will just leave me....
to be honest...whats the point me actually being on cups anymore...because if i make friends on here theyll just leave...like everyone else....and at this point whats even family....or even friends...because i honestly have neither...
i feel so broken right now i started crying but i had to stop because my stupid "family" are awake. i cant even be me anymore and unmask without people leaving so i guess i just have to lock myself away at this point and never open up again and like never talk in school or do anything....because whats the point...people dont care if im here anyway....people get annoyed when i talk...so why talk....
i guess ive said enough....struggling to find words to even express this so yeah....gonna tag some people who might care...sorry if you dont want to be tagged....
@LoveMyMoonflowers
@ASilentObserver
@Bubbles2025
@VictoriaLove7
@Optimisticempath
@Bunnylovesyou
@DarkerPlaces
@AvyIsKing
@kylersartpace
*hugs* kyler that is so hard, I'm so sorry dear ❤❤ I care about you always
@Bunnylovesyou
tnx bunny....but idk if ill be on cups much longer at this rate...
@kylersartpace
Ireally hope you do stay
@Bunnylovesyou
y...
@kylersartpace
Because you are important to me. I care about you
@Bunnylovesyou
ok....
@kylersartpace
Kyler 😟 hugs if okie 🫂 me hope you stay, hanging in there.
@VictoriaLove7
idk what to do anymore....
@kylersartpace
hi! i know we’re not that close and i’m also pretty late, but i understand what you mean and i know there are many others who do too. it’s hard to take and accept, but something i’ve learned from my past is that sometimes you need to lose someone good to find someone better. i’m always here if you or anyone needs anything. you’re cared for, i promise ❤️
@justmeeva
im never finding better,,,,everyone leaves me....
@kylersartpace
i know it can seem like it, but there’s someone for everyone. it might take time to find the good people, but 7cups has many of them. maybe give them a chance.. it’s okay if you’re not ready yet though. just know that we’re always here
@justmeeva
ive tried.....but ok....
@kylersartpace
you’re never alone. lmk if you need anything, i’m here ❤️
@justmeevaits hard...youre on teen side....im no anymore....
@kylersartpace
i know, but hey, we’ve managed pretty well here haven’t we? it might be not as comfortable as directly in group chats but forums are a choice
@justmeeva
ok....
@kylersartpace
but in the end it’s up to you 😊 i’m just offering but i would be happy to talk to you
@justmeeva
ok...rn i just need time...
@kylersartpace
that’s alright! i can wait :) just let me know if you figure something out okay?
I know we've never had contact before. But I'm here for you if you ever need a listening ear. Sending you hugs. How you're feeling is completely valid and it takes a lot of strength to put it out there like you have, I'm impressed.🫶🏻
@kylersartpace
oh kyler friend I can relate with you 🥺 me knows it feels so pointless to do anything or try anything when we are disappointed and left alone or reminded why we were alone every time we try 😖 but im really freaking proud of you for trying still ... youve mentioned so many people in this thread... and we do care for you... its difficult showing care and being present always virtually or when we are all kinda dealing with life ... but you have people here who like seeing you and want to talk to you.. your not a burden, we like you here and we want to talk to you and accept you as you are... real friends are people we can be our more real selves with and you deserve them too ... it might not be a lot here but please give yourself the chance to explore the kindness in the world and allow more people to know you and become friends with you, your absolutely worthy of becoming friends with 💕
people do leave too for different reasons... sometimes we are just struggling with our life trying to make sense of stuff etc and it's scary to have to start it all over again with someone new when people leave us or make us feel alone but whatever time you spend with them if it made you happy and you felt nice about you ... it isn't wasted effort ... hope you do meet people who actually stick around tho ... yet to experience that myself but idk we can just hope ...😅 sends luvvsss to youu