maria's journaling
i start from the beginning. thank you. welcome to my life.
im in the hotel. happily. so heres my new book :)
whats your fav movie by the way
i am maria. it all started long time ago,short time ago.there was a man and a woman. as usual.
i am a funny person. i cant live normally. i need the problems.
i bought the apartment. now i dont feel myself safe.
before... was i happy before. what was i running from
doesnt matter.
so there was a boy and a girl. and one more girl. one boy. two girls. guess its not okay...
maybe i was jealous...
now i need a new home.
i just want to say sorry guys. maybe i hurt u both.
so yeah i love to write, no matter what it is. i cant say i am a happy person. i need to move. but first i want to tell this story.
i was alone. it was okay. for some reason seas and islands were not enough for me.... lots of people in this universe... what do i think of them. well im okay with that. and how are u
why do you feel responsibility for someone
spiritual responsibility
i feel. but should responsibility be unpleasant,can it be pleasant
not all the people understand what i write. but thank you for the opportunity
my new posts will be here i guess
wish you a nice day
and yes. dont be afraid to be responsible for something. maybe youll like it.
im in city S. selling my apartment
bye.
maria
@Marialedoffchoseme it's good to have a space to share feelings 💕 wishing you well
@Marialedoffchoseme
Maria :
I am looking forward to reading more of your writing !
Mike [Spongebob]
@spongbobishappy tell me something about yourself
@Marialedoffchoseme
I enjoyed reading this. Please keep on writing and posting. ⭐️
Confession. I lied to people. I was a bad person. I cant stop it. Need help. Looking for a therapist.
Miss my mom.
Lost my life.
I really need help. I will try my best to help myself ❤️ going through really hard times now
Maria
I hope you manage to straighten things out & make your life better.
In 2019 i bought an apartment. I had a severe depression. Still have. Dont know where to go.
3 years of struggle.
My mom passed in 2008. It was painful.
I am a kind person.
I want to start a new life.
I am scared of people. I don't know where to start.
I should help myself
I love one guy.
I have a sister.
I dont know what to do.i want to solve a puzze
@Marialedoffchoseme Hey Maria! You are awesome. Although it was odd for me in the beginning, I really liked your way of writing. You know what! I noticed deep emotions in your poem. But moreover, I noticed your beautiful perspective about life. And trust me, I have a gut feeling that you are gonna do great and everything will be fine soon. Keep faith and everything will start making sense.
Ta-da!
Hi everyone
I know i have a weird way of writing and thinking
But thank you for reading
My name is maria. And.... I have psychological problems. I am not complaining. Just wanted to say. Thank you for your support. And i start a new life today. I believe i have my own rules in life. They are more important that any other rules. Everyone has his own rules. And its really important to follow your own rules. Its the first thing. Write your rules down.and follow them. Then do the other things. Heres the list of my rules and principles (sorry for my eng.)
1 rule of ML. is: breathe
2 rule and principle: just trust yourself
my 3rd rule is: be clever. my 4 rule: trust yourself. and yes i said it two times. 5 rule: trust yourself. and 6: do what you said...... please. and stop beating yourself. you know what to do. just do it. so for the next days my plan is to publish my new book. and to be happy for the rest of my life. i know there is something else waiting for me . I am coming. And in conclusion: i am a kind person.and i just want to survive. Life was tough for me. And if you read this listen to me. Everything will be okay. Meet you on our island.... Bring the rose please.... I'll bring the coffee.....
And please. Whoever reads this. Remember. We are strong. We will win. See you. Anyway. Even if not today. If not today then tomorrow. I say this for everyone who struggle. Sorry if i was lying to you.
Today is a perfect day. I created it
I write my story. My life is my book
Everything will be okay
And yes. My rules:
1. Trust yourself 2. Breathe 3. Trust yourself and.. 4. Trust yourself.....
That was weird, wasn't it? Ahahahaha
I was in the hospital
And i really need your support. Hi everyone it is maria. How are you?
The last news:
I am trying to survive. Having some narcissistic abuse and financial problems. Welcome world.
I dont know what will be next. Just wanted to say hi. Hope everything will be okay.
Just gonna continue working on my novels as i usually do.
Wish you a nice day. Dont forget about your goal. Ever
Love you
M.
Hi
Its april. How's your spring?
I am a fairy
If you have one wish what would it be?
Hi. I am in the metro. City M. I guess no matter where i am. The most important is to be happy. I need a goal. A new goal.....
:)
I start from the beginning. Emptiness. Pleasant emptiness
I know life will end one day. Now i am alive. I have a purpose.
To live......
In 5 years.... What do i want to achieve?
Well good question
Point A. Now. City m. Me - maria. Nothing
Point B. i want to find my place......
well there is something between two points......
(do i deserve a place in this world?
lets create a community......)
:)
Maria
ps. are you with me?:)
