officially losing it I really need help
so it turns out fact slapped me really hard last week now i feel angry sad and very very sad like my dad is actually have been lying to me and my sis for like almost a year and hes still lying since befor last week i think i have issues but idk what it is i just feel angry disappointed then sad then feel like i r ally need help but my fam doesnt believe in mental issues and my sis keeps ignoring my complains but they did say they're afraid of me if i'm unstable like im scary when i'm mentally not well idk where else i can type this, officially not to gpt or other AI because they make me even mor isolated idk why i must go through these *** phases but i feel like i've had enough of trying and trying to stay psoitive i hate myself i hate my dad for treqting me like a stupid child like a burden i hate his unofficial lover he had affair with i hate them both i hate
@hopefulencounter
You are not a burden.
You are not a child.
You are not stupid.
Your feelings are valid .
You deserve to be heard.
I'm truly sorry you are struggling.
💜💕
@Amanda84 thank youu 😢 I had a really bad breakdown but now I feel better
@hopefulencounter
Happy you feel better 💜
@hopefulencounter You don't deserve to be treated that way. You're not a burden nor you're weird for having mental health issues. I'm really sorry you're going through this 🙁 Please try to be gentle with yourself ❤️ We're all here for you, and you deserve to be treated with kindness and compassion 🤍 Sending you lots of love ❤️❤️
@fossilfellow thanks a lot, i feel like exploding sometimes😞
@hopefulencounter ❤️❤️
@hopefulencounter I'm sorry your dad lied to you. That is terrible. I know from experience. His lie is his fault and you shouldn't feel any guilt or shame. Family can hurt us, but our strength comes from within us. Keep your chin up. Tomorrow is a new day and hopefully things improve for you. You're not alone. Thank you for telling us :)
@WellsFiction 🥹thank you so much, I was feeling so bad last night.. thank you for your comforting words. You're right that it's his fault he lied, I didn't know what's on his mind when he lied and expect for his children to not find out. :(
@hopefulencounter Hey there. Sorry I haven't responded. I've been away on a trip, but I'm back. I hope you're feeling well and doing better :)
@WellsFiction it's ok, thank you for helping me get through this time! I feel better now, last week was so rough..
@hopefulencounter Absolutely. I'm glad I could help you :)
@hopefulencounter
Good morning.
I am truly sorry for you and your sister.
First of all, I thank God, who has kept you and me alive in this world, and who has created light, air, water, and everything else through which we are able to live and survive.
I want to give you some advice:
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Pray to God every day — for yourself and for your family.
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Every father loves his children, just as God loves His creation.
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Talk directly to your father about the things that hurt you or make you feel bad.
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Be patient and keep yourself calm. God will make everything right in time.
For my next advice, message me again.
For today, goodbye.
@sfakir9 hii, thank you so much for your advices. I have good news, this problem has been resolved:") We discussed about it then it's better now
R u al ryt
@hopefulencounter That sounds incredibly painful especially feeling lied to by someone you trusted so deeply, carrying anger, sadness, and that mix of disappointment all at once. It makes complete sense that it feels unbearable and confusing, especially when the people around you don’t seem to take your pain seriously or are even afraid of it. You’ve been holding so much inside, and that’s a lot for one person to carry alone. I just want you to know that it’s okay to feel everything you’re feeling right now. You don’t have to filter it or make it sound calm or “positive.” You’re allowed to be angry. You’re allowed to be hurt.
Wishing you peace and strength.
@BlueSugar0308 thanks a lot for telling me this and wishing me peace and strength, I have good news.. After me and my sis talked about this with my dad, it's better now. He said he no longer in contact with that person
This is good to know. Sending virtual hugs. 🤗
Chat me @magnanimouspeace2500
I'm.so sorry your father hit you. There is no excuse for violence no matter what. I van relate to feeling I am nothing at the hand's of my parents. I was born with an illness and my parents didn't accept me as a result. They wanted better that a sick child. They are italian and were ashamed to.have a sic child. I was never.good enough for my father and the source of my mother's guilt because it was a genetic ally recessive illness.
I have been trying to.cut ties with them but they are persistent and.i e.not.been strong enough to do so yet.
I feel.for you because I know what it feels.like to be made to feel.less that who you really are.
Please fight their lies about you. You are worthy or respect and kindness. My parents never understood the meaning of love and respect. I don't hate them. I feel.sorry for them. But for my own sanity I don't want them in my life. That is sad because I would love a truly loving family but it's not in our control sometimes.
These are my experiences dear I don't know if anything I said helps you but know you are not alone. Know you deserved to be loved and respected and treated with kindness and that even the closest people to us don't really understand or know us, especially if they don't want to. Because kind to yourself because you do deserve kindness. We.cant.depend on others to give us that kindness so we need to give it to ourselves.