Is it time for me to give up?

She paints a pretty picture but the story has a twist,

Her razor is a paintbrush, her canvas is her wrist.

.... im so addicted to self harm rn and i just i feel like ive let eveyone in my life down i thought i could get better. But is feel as though im stuck im reaching out to my psychologist and i am talkin to her and im honest which is progress. But i want to get better. I dont want to stave myself no more. Or hurt myself. Be obbsessed of calories and my weight. Feel suicidal. Im heading into my final year at school pressure is piling on and it judt has gotten to much. Maybe im not strong enough. Maybe i shouldnt be trying no more? I dont know what im meant to do. Im sorry. I feel terrible to everyone who i have let down. I trjed but its just not good enough i guess.

Im sorry!!!