One personal milestone I have reached recently is....
Being able to eat shared facility foods for the first time since ‘the incident
I have accepted the fact that she loves another and can no longer fight it.
I've gone on 2 dates/week for the last month! I now feel like an expert dater, know how to attract people... now just need to attract the right one! Making progress on my dating goals!
Discovering my strangth
I have recently (this past Wednesday) admitted to my therapist a secret that I've kept hidden/burried for 8 years. From all my previous doctors and therapists and even my own family I've kept this from everyone. I've managed to cut it out of my life, talk about that time as if it never existed. I'm seeing a new therapist now and she's the first person that has managed to get me to reveal that important part of my life. I've managed to talk about it
Going to a big party that this time last year i wouldnt have dared- and it was really good
Doing 30 push-ups
I just spent 2 hours outside of school for the 1st time with my good friend/crush who also likes me 😊😁😁
Saw a counselor for the first time yesterday.
Going through heartache again bc of a breakup but for once Im not completely falling apart and losing all ability to function while I grieve. Whether thats a reflection of growth on my part or this particular heartbreak not being quite as severe as past ones, idk. I suppose I should just be grateful and not question it.
@DanaeM
I have not been able to say that since my breakup. The various emotions I go through each day is tiresome and effects my everyday life. I have been through 2 divorces and neither anywhere close to the pain I suffer with her.