When I'm alone, one thing I do is .........
play music at a moderate level even though I could play it much louder. I'm scared of people hearing my music and judging me lowkey
@loyalJet6591
You're not alone. I do the same thing, for the same reason.
write songs
Watch YouTube videos
Watch Netflix.. youtube videos... anything that wouldn't make me feel bored. Sometimes I just think, too.
I cry.. or I think of everything wrong in my life...
When im alone i think about how my life is going. I am a 35 single female, whom who never experience what its like being loved. It was all me who always falls in love. I never had any luck in relationship. My mother would often remind me to get over it, and learn to accept that i will be an old maid. This really hurts me. I see alot of woman who were furtunate enough have been married, have kids and a house of there own. My mom is always been so dependent on me, she is also always sick, so i devoted my life to her, to make her feel at ease and comforatable. I love my mother so much, but she is very old school. She is against with sex before marriage or kids without having been married. And im here, 35, freaking out because im running out of time. I badly want to have my own family. Im a very petite, and was told by my ob, that if reach 36 i could no look longer bore a child due to my health. I have a huge family, however i am an only child, the last single person of all my 80 cousins. I often get sad whenver theres a family reunion, because i was always alone, and everyone would joke about me being alone and single. I would laugh, but i would cry soon after. My relationship with dad is not as good either. He is forcing me to become a nurse, which it was never my passion. I am terrified with math, let alone blood. But because i love him, i did it for him, despite all the failures and insults i get from him.
Lay down in bed, read fiction, listen to music and think about everything thats wrong with me
Sleep, draw, listen to music, play video games. I like and enjoy to live without a filter and just be myself so whenever im alone it helps a lot.
Crank up the music 😜🤟
Sleep. Sleep. Repeat