I feel like my dad died is dream
Sometime feel like dream going wake he going be alive again something he on trip somewhere he coming back again then realize in cemetery buried in grave never get talk to my dad again i miss his laughter miss his smile miss is humor and miss his advice about everything wish dad see his grandkids grow up wish my dad see me and brother get older but last 8 half month realize my dad in better places I have accept him gone and I am not in denial anymore I am not anger anymore I know he was sick he better on the other side I have bargaining few months ago now in depression stage I being in that stage for while one day I being in acceptance stage but for now still depression that my dad I gone 4ever I love my dad and I miss my dad everyday on 13th being 9 months seen he being gone everyone said one year going be hard on November 13 be his one year seen he died going be hard for my family went his stone put grave soon that going be so hard for my whole family he will final be gone 4ever
@countrygirl9988 Hi! Nice to meet you <3
Thank you so much for sharing your feelings with us. It’s so clear how deeply you miss your dad and how much you’re struggling with this loss. The way you describe your feelings of grief and the different stages you’ve gone through really shows the depth of your heartache.
It’s completely understandable to have moments where it feels like a dream or where you wish things could go back to how they were. It sounds like you’re working hard to come to terms with your dad being gone, and it’s important to recognize how much effort and strength that takes. Grieving is such a personal journey, and the way you’re experiencing these emotions is valid and real.
How have you been coping with these feelings on a daily basis? Are there particular memories of your dad that bring you comfort or help you through the tough days?
@Mel thanks been coping feeling daily by know my dad in a better places he not in pain anymore he is heaven with his dad and friends my dad be proud of me and my family find each in that right now think about think about my dad everyday memories I have with my dad we use going ride with him we get ice xream with dad went was kid he was fire fighter going all to his calls went was little we went going to football games and going fish with my dad went will were little we would garden with him can see my dad in heaven fishing all day my dad is in better places right now all the memories help throught my grief process of loss of my dad I love my dad so much and I miss him everyday he be in my heart 4ever
