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I think my dad side of family break his heart.

User Profile: countrygirl9988
countrygirl9988 February 2nd, 2024

I think my dad side of family break his heart and causes his death that treat him like garbage for years and last 40 years he want his side of family love him and support but that did not do that at all and I believe that cause him have heart attack and pass away way he did and my dad was loving and care person that did not deserve way his sibling and his mom treat him I think treat bad because what happen that day that his dad died 1986 blame him for his dad business going out and that treat me and my brother like we never born I will never forgive them for that ever in my life and that not my family and there are strange to me and that deserve be treat like trash the way treat my dad like trash and hate these people so much he want love from them he never got that from them and I hope my dad in peace from these if see them in public there going be some bad words from me and these is for my dad you better believe 

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User Profile: Optimisticempath
Optimisticempath February 2nd, 2024

@countrygirl9988

understandable to feel hatred towards those who caused hurt to your father 🥺 it's so heartbreaking to hear ... i hope your being gentle with yourself 💕 here for you

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User Profile: countrygirl9988
countrygirl9988 OP February 2nd, 2024

@Optimisticempath thank kind words my dad side family hurt for over 40 years he never got over that hurt that his family cause on him believe he had break heart and think that cause him died young I will never them for that for rest of my life and I hope one day run into someone in there town I am anger cause his died and I am anger step of grief and not denial anymore about my dad death because me and brother buy his stone few days ago now i know never coming back again accept that now at anger stage of grief right now I mad at my dad leave us mad my mom and brother push him to hard and mad at his family how that treat him all his life and mad at world right now and it be 3 months on 13th went he died and I will never get over my dad death ever 

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User Profile: Optimisticempath
Optimisticempath February 5th, 2024

@countrygirl9988 it's so heart breaking to lose a love one 😔 your pain and anger is valid 💕 it's ok to feel angry with everyone ... everyone processes their emotions and deals with grief in their own way... you are allowed to take time also 🥺 missing your dad and not getting over your loss is really understandable 💕 it's difficult but i really hope you can try to be little kind with yourself .. do you like virtual hugs? offers some 

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User Profile: countrygirl9988
countrygirl9988 OP February 5th, 2024

@Optimisticempath thank would love virtual hug I miss my dad every day and love my dad so much and anger everyone in my life right now and my dad want be happy and take care of everyone in my life and going make my dad proud one day and I going live a long life and happy life it is crazy my grandpa dies 61 and my dad died at 63 I going pass up there age and be old women and live long happy life and been hard 3 months on 13th be 3 months seen my dad died and does not seem really but down move from denial to anger was day me and brother had buy is stone for his grave and that stone be made right now so in 8 to 10 months be on my dad grave and be happy went that happens and sad same time because know when that put stone on dad grave I know gone forever 

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