I wrote this for her in the most time I needed her then she left me

I know you fckin hate me u don't care if I want u. You don't care if I'm in tears you don't care if I'm b.l.e.e.d.i.n.g. you don't care if I h.u.r.t. myself you don't care if I d.i.e. you won't gaf will you?? i told you she made me cry every night but you didn't even care. Actually you made me cry every second.you just kept on h.u.r.t.i.n.g me. You have never ever loved me as a friend did you??? U were using me weren't u??? And then you did what?? Well you called her angel u made me feel like she did nothing in the most time I needed you. You're the worst friend ever. U didn't even bother to call me. eventhough i told you, you were the only person I could reach You broke me, you broke my sword and you didn't even give my shield back u broke it and pretended it was already broken and took the s.h.a.r.p pieces and reopened my w.o.u.n.d.s again without mercy and I was already b.l.e.e.d.i.n.g i thought you were stopping the b.l.e.e.d.i.n.g but actually you were making it deeper and deeper and you make me feel your soft hands dry my tears and then you stopped drying me tears but you went deeper in my w.o.u.n.d.s and I was so thirsty for your soft hands i didn't see the w.o.u.n.d. went deeper and deeper but then i went back to you like I'm letting you sword get deeper to hug u to feel your soft hands but you didn't hug me back and I didn't feel your soft hands cause you walked away and u never looked back you hurted me the most as u know what will hurt me the most and where and when to do it I needed you and you didn't heal me or just leave me alone, you pretended to be my friend but u were never a one were you??will you?? Will i be able to trust you again?? But the real problem is that I really miss u even after everything i will hug you again and won't care about the wounds all I'll care about is your soft hands