Processing my time on 7cups (Meta conversation from an anxious helper)

Hopefully this is the right place to post this. I've recently learned that I feel better once I talk about something, so here it goes! I found 7Cups less than a week ago, and kinda dove in head first. It's been so helpful and supportive for me and while I feel like I'm just getting started, I also feel like I'm doing too much too soon.

I keep volunteering to host the Sharing Circle which I love doing, and have been trying to follow the guidelines that I've been sent. It makes me feel like I have a purpose, and I think people appreciate my feedback. But I don't feel like I'm ready to host. I would love to host some day, but right now I think my anxiety is getting too much in the way for me to host, and I think I need more time before I can host effectively.

I also understand that I'm really new here and I also don't think I'm following some of the guidelines like the required trainings or proper scheduling, so I'd like to make sure I at least finish that first too.

@Lou73, @SolitaryBird, @Disneywoman, @peachStrings341, @CommunityModLou, @CommunityModElliot, Hopefully I'm not missing anybody, but thank you all so much for everyone's continued support! My challenge for you is to please hold me accountable when it comes to hosting.

- Wheel