10 Truths

1. I'm in love with the sport of roller derby, and I think it's safe to say it's saved my life. 2. I'm a giant nerd and love all things related to biology, chemistry, brains, and sciencey stuff. 3. I usually think rather highly of myself and believe that I'm a friendly, loving, compassionate human. 4. I'm also absolutely wildly sensitive, and often have to remind myself when things aren't really a huge deal. 5. I fantasize about a future family often, and how I would really enjoy cooking healthy meals and playing games or being active with my wife and kids. 6. I'm desperately afraid that I'll never end up with anyone who makes that kinda future possible. 7. My identity is in constant flux and I feel like I'll never figure out just who I want to be because there are way too many interesting things in the world. 8. I have 2 tattoos and 8 piercings, but I like tattoos more, piercings are just cheaper. I want MANY more of each. 9. I'm strongly devoted to my atheism but derive a sort of spiritual contentment from my practice of yoga and meditation. 10. I love to crochet but never finish my own projects, they only reach completion if I plan on giving them to someone else.

1) It would seem I have suffered depression and anxiety since a very young age.

2) I am a recovering alcoholic and drug addict; it's been decades. Apparently there are a vast variety of methods of self harm, some not so obvious and immediate.

3) I have creative side which I don't often use. I used to write tons but not anymore.

4) I have a dark, twisted, sick, demented, odd, strange, weird sense of humor.

5) I use humor inappropriately, like when I am uncomfortable or hiding how I really feel.

6) I have four children, three boys and a girl; my youngest boy died at birth. I love them all very much and I am so proud of them all.

7) I suck at relationships. Or I suck in my choices of relationships. I'm learning.

8) I have been married over 30 years, collectively, all crashed and burned. I have dated lots and only twice for less than a year.

9) I have the best girlfriend in the universe who saw value in me when I couldn't, reached in and pulled me out of the abyss, knows what I think and feel even when I do not, has taught me about listening with the intent to understand rather than the intent to respond... long before I found this place. She's taught me so much. She has an amazing capacity for love, understanding, patience and compassion. I could brag about this amazing woman for hours. I am truly proud, blessed, honored and pleased to have her in my life.

10) I am so old that ten truths doesn't begin to scratch at the surface. How old you are wondering? I am 29 again. I have been 29 27 years in a row now.

10 truths about me

1. I love my sister more than anything in the world.

2. I love to help people.

3. I love books, and I want to read every single classic there is.

4. I wish everyone in the world could be as articulate as Edgar Allan Poe and as witty as Lewis Carroll so that we could have intelligent and intriguing conversations daily.

5. I want to be creative.

6. I want to travel the world.

7. I love broken down barns and old abandoned houses. I think they are beautiful.

8. Music brings me happiness.

9. I never want to judge someone for liking a certain kind of style of clothing, or genre of music, etc. I hate it when people do that to me.

10. I want to be a contortionist.

1. I love you all 2.you're cared for 3. We adore you 4. Hearts can heal and so can scars 5. Pain is just temporary 6. You are strong 7. You can do it 8. You're important 9. You're irreplaceable 10. You is awesome sauce 💜❤

1. I am 16

2. I fall for guys to easily

3. I have dated 27 guys in my whole 8 years (shortestabout 2 months, longest was 10 months)

4. I get depress so easily

5. When I can't handle my emotions, I go to physical pain

6. I have gotten better threw the years (sadly I still fall to easily for guys)

7. I thing about sex, but I haven't even lost my virginity

8. I am desperate for a relationship

9. I love food, but I don't like to be fat

10. I lovee to go anywhere in style

1) I was raped about a month ago
2) I'm still in love with my ex boyfriend
3) I'm severely depressed
4) I suffer from a lot of anxiety
5) I tried to kill myself after my boyfriend left me
6) I beat myself when I get really upset
7) I have panic attacks
8) I feel hopeless and don't think things will get better
9) I don't really have a home right now
10) This is the first time admitting I was raped or that I beat myself

1. I was the first and only person in my 3rd grade to openly admit i was lesbian. 2. I was bullied all through elementary and middle school because i was lesbian 3. When i was 5 for 2 years my cousin raped me me i told my parents they did nothing so i thought it was ok for him to do that to me. 4. I suffer from add, adhd, anxiety, and depression 5. Ive been addicted to drugs for 6 years 6. I used to have seizures all the time 7. My family's gave up on me 8. Im in love with this girl who doesnt treat me right and i know i deserve better but its hard to let go...:( 9. My whole live ive wanted to be famous but my parents say ill never be good enough 10. Even tho my family has gave up on me i myself, still havent, cant and wont ever give up on myself because a wise person once told me anything is possible.

1.) Im transgender 2.) I have undiagnosed PTSD 3.) I'm a csa victim 4.) I want to be a medical examiner 5.) Im afraid of what people might think of me 6.) My partner emotionally abuses me 7.) I fall in love too easily 8.) I wish I was handsome like other boys 9.) I pretend to be grossed out by certain things to make myself seem normal 10.) the character I most identify with is Neil McCormick from Mysterious Skin

1. I'm male

2. For a guy, I'm short and I'membarrassed about that.

3. I have an obsession with finding a girlfriend, but it's never happened.

4. I'm 17 years old.

5. I love rock music! To me, Oasis is the best band ever.

6. I don't really fit a high school social cliche. Some might say I'm a little nerdy, because I get good grades, but my interests and friends don't really reflect that stigma. I'm not sure where I fall really, andI think this hasmade it difficultfor me to fit in.

7. You'll never understand me until you really get the chance to know me. I'm like a coconut...you'd be surprised what you'll find when you figure out who I am on the inside. You'd never guess a coconut is filled with milk just by looking at it, right?

8 I'm a huge football fan! Ifollow all of the teams inboth the college and professional ranks. Most people would never guess I'm into sports.

9. I'm a huge procrastinator. I may put things off, but I almost always get them done.

10. I'm a junior in high school, and all I want to do is fast forward through this time in my life. I absolutely hate high school. It has not been kind to me. I want to go somewhere where I can have the freedom to express myself, find people like myself, and to find more opportunities to feel alive. I feel like I have a lot to offer, so I desperately want to move on to college.

1. I am fifty one 2. I have overcome many adversities. 3.A lot of people look at me as strange but I write it off as uniqueness. 4. I write poetry. 5. I'm number fifteen of sixteen children. 6. I'm extremely shy. 7. I love ladybugs because of their true significance and how it relates to my life. 8. 7 cups if tea has helped me to grow. 9. I'm very creative. 10.Proud to be a poo art of this community