A Space For The Unsaid (Personal Diary)
Uh hello if anyone is reading this! 😀
I have no idea why I'm even creating this thread but i just feel it will be nice to have a place to share some thoughts or even these images on the internet that i always keep saving for myself because i relate too much but cannot share it with anyone because yes haha
I'm okay with replies here so feel free to drop by anytime ❤️
Just please be kind and respectful if your replying to my posts.
@Optimisticempath
🥛🧸🤗💕🌈🧸
@VictoriaLove7 
<3 You matter <3 :)
@BlueDarkAurora
me does?🥺
@Optimisticempath yus :O no doubt about it <3
https://www.7cups.com/forum/penpals/PenPalChats_2658/Depressoespressospace_325537/?post=3584807 cannot find it anymore 😔what's wrong...
not ok..😔
eyes and head hurt from all the crying..
jutsvstopalready 😔
@Optimisticempath *offers safe hugs* ❤️ I'm sorry you're upset 😞 Could your pen pal have had the thread deleted? Maybe there is another thread you can check in on them and see what happened?
@mytwistedsoul
just got to know they deleted old account and made new one ...didn't know forums also get deleted if account does so panicked a bit on top of everything panicky irl already lmao 😅
*hugs back Soul* ❤❤
@Optimisticempath Oh! I kind of thought that might happen but wasn't sure. It's kind of frustrating when things get deleted 😞 always makes me feel ...idk doesn't matter lol 😅
Aww panicky doesn't sound good at all 😞 is there anything I can do to help? ❤️
@mytwistedsoul
yes it's so weird...i do see some forums of people who are not here ... can i name them💀 ..its a rule to not if they not present but they aren't present in cups so does that rule apply still?😅 so confusing xD... but like some threads from Fristo and Donalddraper are still there and they left cups too (😔) so idk what really happens...is there a choice to make forums poof if account does? ... someone should explain this 😂 otherwise it's just guess game xD
also how you feel does matter to me Soul <3
everything's feels v wrong in my world Soul 😔 idk really just trying to continue existing...even tho im not liking it at all and it is exhausting to do...😭 ...i don't wanna worry anyone so isolating even more than usual lately and idk just keep imagining myself hidden somewhere ...away from everything ...it's tiring...switching from no feelings to all the feelings...no thoughts to all the thoughts.. 😢 idk what to do..idk if i even wanna do anything...just wanna be away..
last night was v extra tuff ...panicked too much and was.. losing hope thread and...😔... im sorry 🥺... im safe now...not gonna give into those thoughts...😢 ... just hard to keep going... but me will continue trying to ..😔
im sorry :( no worry about me..im not ok but ill survive ..❤
Ps its annoying how i eityer say nothing or blabber everything 😭 didn't wanna put this on anyone ... or make anyone feel worried ...just..im safe..its ok❤
been forever ...how've you been? how's your health?❤ *keeps hugging*
@Optimisticempath It might be a difference between deleting and deactivating?
@Optimisticempath
*huggsss tightttt Milky 🥛🧸🥺🌈🧸*
@Optimisticempath
🥺 *huggsss tighttt till you feel better*
Have you nom some food & get some sleep? 🥺 because lack of sleep 😴 can affect our mood, & we feel gloomy & prone to feel depressed.
There's a song 🎵 here
https://youtu.be/fth7Iu26kgY?feature=shared
@Optimisticempath Dropping off some good vibes and hugs ❤️❤️
@mytwistedsoul soulll 🥺 missie you vv much ❤ huggles tight and stays 😔
how's you?
it is..another month? already... time fly fly fast 😮
me sending chu good vibes and lots of luvv back ❤❤
@Optimisticempath Hey you ❤️ I've missed you 😞 I don't mean to assume or pry or overstep - if there anything I can do to help OptiBear. If you want or need a hug - we're here ❤️
If you just need someone to sit with you - we're here
You are loved OptiBear ❤️
@Optimisticempath
Hugss hugss tighttt Milky 🥛🧸🤗💕🌈🧸
@VictoriaLove7 thank you for thinking of rainbow bear ...im better off forgotten tho..😔
miss you 💕 how are you?
tight huggieees back 💕
tis such a cute picture 💕💕
@Optimisticempath
Milky 🥛🧸🥺 why better off forgotten?
me thinking of you & missie youu too 🥺🥛🧸💕
*keeps huggiesss tightttt* 🥛🧸⍝ʕ•ᴥ• ʔ⍝💕🌈🧸
@Optimisticempath
Thinking of you 🤗💗
@RachelListener me?😔
your too kind 💕💕💕💕💕 hugs you if ok
@Optimisticempath
Hugging you till you feel better 🥺🤗
@Optimisticempath
here after so many weeks :0
i guess ill just sneak here monthly to show im still existing 🤡... or try to..👍
hiii hope everyone's doing good ... or okay at least 😅 sends luvv to you 💕💕
@Optimisticempath
Rainbow bear 🌈🧸 is vvv glad that you exist, Milky 🥛🧸🥺🤗💕
Luvss ᰔᩚ & huggiess for youu 🥛⍝ʕᴖᴥᴖʔ⍝💕
PS. Me hopes Milky 🥛🧸ᰔᩚ is being more gentle to chuself 🥺💕
@Optimisticempath
I'm very very glad that you are here! 🤗💕
@Optimsticempath
@amiableBunny4016 🐰
Tagging @OptimisticEmpath 🥛🧸
⍝ʕ •ᴥ• ʔ⍝
@VictoriaLove7
Hi Victoria, thank you so much for correcting me friend 🧸 bunnwee accidentally mis-typed it! 💜 *Sends grateful beams*
@amiableBunny4016
Thank you, Bunny! 🐰 ʚ₍ᐢ. ̫ .ᐢ₎ɞ ˚‧
*receives the beams ✧˚𓂃 ࣪˖ ִֶָ𐀔 & shares fries (っ˘ڡ˘ς)🍟*
@amiableBunny4016
aw bunnwee friend you're too sweet like always 🥺 thinking of you with lots of luvvv also 💕💕 sending big big huggieewuggieee at youu 🤗🤗🤗🤗
also its okie to misspell my name in this thread at least xD im a subscriber to my own misery lmaooo🤓😭
@Optimsticempath
@VictoriaLove7 Thank you 😞 I didn't realize I misspelled it til now 😬
And the 😞 was supposed to be a ❤️ (smh) my brain isn't braining today 🤪
@mytwistedsoul
But it (the mis-emoji 'thank you 😔') becomes funny & made me giggle 🐭☺
@VictoriaLove7
(I meant this mis-emoji '😞' hihi ☺🐭)
@VictoriaLove7 Hi! aww I'm glad it made you giggle though. Your giggle made me smile 😊 ❤️
