Feeling Angry or Grumpy? Share your frustrations!! Let it out!

I'm angry that I never feel in control. I'll be happy for a minute or a moment then I'm straight back to feeling miserable for no reason. If I have a good day I'm sad or angry for the rest of the week. I feel like I have no energy and I don't accomplish anything. I procrastinate or distract myself. I lack the ability to self motivate. To commit to something and follow through. I'd rather not try then fail. Failure is too similar to rejection and I've been rejected too many times. I'm angry that I'm not allowed to think maybe something is wrong with me. Everyone says I just haven't met the "right girl". I'm not being impractical. I'm a month away from being 30, I've live at home with my parents, I have a low income job that I don't even work full time at, I share a car, I'm a virgin and have never had a girlfriend or been on a date. So when I call myself a loser and people try to dissuade me, compliment me, tell I'm kind and funny, I'm sorry but it angers me because my life is my proof where's theirs. I'm angry that I'm not brave enough to to tell people I have dysthymia. I'm angry that I'm in love with my best friend because I know she doesn't love me that way back so there's no point even bringing it up. I hate I'm leaving my friends because I can't stand being around couples and their happiness pains me. I hate feeling emotional and weak. I hate that I hate hope because it's betrayed me too many times.

I have to go to a dead end job everyday, which I hate so so so much..but I hate being homeless more then the job.

I wish certain family members would stop sticking their nose in my life when theirs need desperate attention! Believe me, they don't care. They just want a distraction from their own life they can't control. On top of that, that need to look in the mirror and take a long look at themselves before criticizing me. How can they judge me knowing they full well don't lead perfect lives?

Just mood swings, getting on my nerves😢

I get so annoyed all the time and I have no idea why I just feel so shut in,I have nobody to talk to,my family don't even talj to me I feel like I can't be myself,I feel like I should be like every girl be interested in men,love shopping be confident,but I'm not interested in anyone and I don't know who I am I'm so confused

Im angry ive done this to myself. There is not reason i should struggle with drinking.

I do understand she has alot of things going on, but come on, since i was a kid when was last time we see each other u put ur smile on ur face?? Am i that bad for u, am i such a burden for you???

I am so lonely....why can't I make friends? Am I that horrible that I must be avoided?!?!

i dealed with my period today since i came home i hate that so much that happens to me once a month and the last two months i wasnt doing well and i am also dealing with grief also

i got my haircut today and added more color i look fab

i hope i hear from soneone soon from 7cups i really need to talk to you

i got a lot on my plate

I feel like i was like doing the right things .Now i dont what to do but pray cause i need peace in my mind.