I want to make a apology to the community about a post I had made recently

Please excuse this long post (brevity is a weak point atm). I highlighted my main points.

I think the forum section I posted to was 'Need extra support? We'll be thinking of you' (something akin to that), but I cant find the exact place & post, just fyi. I may have been removed and that is fine.

If all of this comes off as too sensitive, or 'emo', flaky, awkward, or even egotistical in any way that's fair enough.
This has been bothering me all week in the back of my mind.

Here's my main point:
Earlier this week I was feeling so unbelievable, horribly overwhelmed and I ranted all of my heaviest emotions and fears in a long post. I was too impatient to wait for a 1 on 1 listener. It was nothing insinuating harming myself (that's not my struggle).

Not to underestimate anyone's strength and resilience but there are people in experiencing a whole specturm of vulernabilites & sensitivities who can be provoked into a darker place emotionally by a vomit post of very very desperate, dark thoughts, in the same way a documentary, article, etc could make put you in a bad place.
I think the post was locked and/or removed (which is good, IMO).

Stay Strong.
Kind Regards.

note:
I didin't use any harsh language, say anything about other memebers of the site, or anything that would violate terms of service (lol, I would be rightfully banned if I did, I hope). If I need to move this in another forum let me know.