[TW] Emo’s little emotional corner 🥲
Possible trigger warnings: death, sh
read at your own risk I guess
🥲 I know this month isn’t as bad as last month, but I still feel so awful. I know I have been sh free for 3 months but as the days go by some are getting harder and harder not to go back to old habits, UnU I wish my nana was still around. ☹️ I miss her so much 😢 ever since she passed away my mental health was never the same, it got so bad and it’s better now but my depression is terrible.. some days I feel like I’m falling deeper into the hole of depression while climbing out at the same time. 😢 and here’s me complaining about headaches when I literally do nothing about them. 🥲 what I learnt from today is try not to laugh lots with a headache as it makes it worse. I’m also sad today ☹️ I graduate high school soon and lose a whole network of irl support ☹️ so sad
when you are so messed up, the psych ward wants you to go back to be assessed
🤡 FML.. gotta love it. I mean, it isn't the worst outcome. But yeah.. how I am I gonna tell my parents lmfao. I told them i went to the zoo yesterday 😭😂
@emotionalTalker2260
Oh goshness, Emo :') Well hey, at least it isn't the worst outcome, so there's the positive. ❤️❤️ But I can understand how it would be difficult to tell your parents about this, welp. 😀
*hugssssss* ❤️❤️❤️ I just love that dancing panda- it's just vibing, lmaooooo 😭😭😭
@selflessSpruce1515
I gave my mum a note saying that the psych ward called me today (lie. I called them as that was their request they gave me yesterday 😂) and my mum assumed that they wanted to see me because of the time I ended up in hospital with chest pains and the doctors and nurses seen my arms 💀 I went with my mums assumption lmfao 😂🥴😂😂😂 but yeah, she’s going to drop me off in town next week. So yeah 😀 and I wanted a dancing panda because really they are all a vibe 😂
@emotionalTalker2260
Oof, well, that's better than her not knowing at all where you're going, so that's good at least 😀😭 And yesssss, I know right- gotta keep on vibing 😌✨
@selflessSpruce1515
😭🥴😂😂😂😂😂
Hey you :) Just wanted you to know you're in my thoughts. I have no idea what this thing is lol - but I figured I should share it with you 😁
@mytwistedsoul
awww *hugs the ever so sweet soul*. Idk what that thing is, but it’s cute and scary at the same time D:
@emotionalTalker2260 * hugs the allways awesome emo back* Idk - maybe there's nothing wrong with being cute and scary
@mytwistedsoul
it’s a baby alien 😛
@emotionalTalker2260 Omg! I think you're right - its got cute feet lol 😁
😶 I’m so scared.. I kinda don’t want monday to happen.. but I also need it a lot
TW: mentions of hospitals and self harm and maybe trauma..
I’m legit so scared my local psych ward would wanna hospitalise me 😶 especially noting how bad my sh may be becoming 😶😶😶
Anyways, here’s a song that has been on repeat for me 😶
@emotionalTalker2260
*hugs my dear Emosaurus, and sends tons of plushies and love* 🥺 ❤️
@selflessSpruce1515
*hugs dear apricot* 🥺💖
@emotionalTalker2260 It's ok to be scared. But if it's a good thing - ya know? If you need a safe place for alittle? They keep you safe and busy there. Lots and lots of talking - group and individual. Art therapy too probably. I mean - the idea of you being there sucks - but - we all want you safe and feeling better too. We all care about you Emo ❤️
*sorry if i made this weird lol*
@mytwistedsoul
You didn't make it sound weird. It now sounds less scary 😮 but imagine me talking about my problems in a group 🤡 I can't see it happening
@emotionalTalker2260 I think that was the hardest part tbh. Sitting in a circle - an actual circle lol with a shrink or two and a bunch by of people you don't know. They don't force you to talk. They usually ask if anyone has anything to share or they'll discuss coping skills for things or they'll guide it with questions. I just wanted to ease your mind - that if you need more help with what you're going through - you deserve happiness and sometimes we need a safe place to deal with things
*big hugs* ❤️ sending you good thoughts and vibes
@mytwistedsoul
*hugs* soul is such a sweet person 😮💖 and yayy, nice to know they won't force people to talk 😛
@emotionalTalker2260 You are doing a great job at growing and dealing with stuff ^-^ It's hard sometimes and that's alright, you have us all here with you. The dark clouds can hide the blue sky for a little while but your bright sky is still there, with the sun, moon, stars.. the whole universe just for you.
@BlueDarkAurora
:0 Auroraaaaaaaaaaaaaaa *hugs* 😮 missed youuuu 💖
@emotionalTalker2260 Missed you as well <3 Hope you are well ^-^ <3
@emotionalTalker2260 , hey emo. Sorry i haven't been around,
How are you doing?
@Aikyaa01
Aikyaaaaaa. No need to apologise 😮 I’ve kinda been the same 😶 I’m as okay as I currently can be 😮
@emotionalTalker2260 *hugs* ❤
Fuck everything, i fucking hate everything *hides for a while*..
@emotionalTalker2260 *hides emo* ❤
*screams*.. only 4 hours of sleep.. and tomorrow.. stressful 🥺🥺 scary.. 😭😭😭 but honestly, me being hospitalised doesn’t sound like the worst idea at this point.. I’m not really a functioning human 🙁 depression is so bad.. it’s interfering with my life and causing so many other problems along side it.. and honestly, one of the problems is so problematic and can be very dangerous 😶 but I’m stupid enough to keep listening to the thoughts in my head..
@emotionalTalker2260
I really hope that you can get some much-needed help. Hang in there, my friend.❤️
@GoldenNest2727
I hope so too 🙁 and I’m trying to hang in there.. but my anxiety is becoming out of control..
@emotionalTalker2260
You have. You've been very brave. Is it Monday that you go to the appt? In the morning? I'll be thinking about you extra hard during the right time frame.
@emotionalTalker2260
Before you go to the appt, you might want to write down what your goals are/What you hope to get out of treatment.
Also add a bullet point list of the things you want to bring up while you're there. This could be anything from the time of day you feel the most anxious, to trigger points, to how the medicine is making you feel, to coping skills you've tried, to your home environment. Just whatever you think they need to know.
Also jot down any questions you have.
I think it helps to be prepared, and it might make you feel more grounded. Plus, going in with a list, will help ensure that you don't forget anything (which happens to the best of us).
@GoldenNest2727
Not meaning to give advice, Emo. Just sharing what's worked for others. I know you'll pick and choose whatever works best for you. ❤️
@GoldenNest2727
I know I know. 😊 but the people didn't wanna keep me lol. So I got lucky
@emotionalTalker2260 *big hug* I'm proud of you ❤️ You powered through and went to the appointment. You did great and I hope it helped set something up to help
@mytwistedsoul
*hugs soul* yeah, I did 😮
You did good, Emo. Big squeeze hug coming your way.
@GoldenNest2727
oh my gosh, that cat (with the funny face) really gets me 🤡 *hugs*
TW - SH and suicide (not current) (forum supporters, feel free to edit if need be) btw, I am Safe
Not me going over to my boyfriend's. He ended up grabbing my arms and pulling my sleeves up to look at them. Bustedddddd. Lol 🤡 well well, good thing he didn't see the ones on one of my legs 😛 anyways, today was crap, was close to calling a helpline or going to the hospital because I had a very strong urge to go lay on some train tracks. I didn't listen to the urge, which is good 😊 but I still will call a helpline later
@emotionalTalker2260 *sits with you and offers hugs* I'm glad you didn't listen to that urge❤️. I hope today is a better day for you
*sending you good vibes* Be gentle with yourself
@mytwistedsoul
*hugs* oops, i was typing this half an hour ago, and I fell asleep 😬
anyways, yeah, I’m glad I didn’t listen to my brain
@emotionalTalker2260 No worries :) Sleep is good for you
How are you today?
