[TW] Emo’s little emotional corner 🥲
Possible trigger warnings: death, sh
read at your own risk I guess
🥲 I know this month isn’t as bad as last month, but I still feel so awful. I know I have been sh free for 3 months but as the days go by some are getting harder and harder not to go back to old habits, UnU I wish my nana was still around. ☹️ I miss her so much 😢 ever since she passed away my mental health was never the same, it got so bad and it’s better now but my depression is terrible.. some days I feel like I’m falling deeper into the hole of depression while climbing out at the same time. 😢 and here’s me complaining about headaches when I literally do nothing about them. 🥲 what I learnt from today is try not to laugh lots with a headache as it makes it worse. I’m also sad today ☹️ I graduate high school soon and lose a whole network of irl support ☹️ so sad
emoo talkerrr💕💕 sending lovesss
@Optimisticempath
pathhhhhhhhhhhh -takle hugs- i missed youuuuuu 🥺🥺🥺 hows youuu
@emotionalTalker2260 *is tackled💕 hugsieees🤗
aw me too .. haven't been to rooms in forever and after the many glitches now i'm not very tempted to currently lmao. it's been so long 🥺 missed you vv much also, glad I found your thread in recent posts 😄 had to jump here xD
I am existing still 💀 ok I think
howsss youuu?
does emo have any fun stories to share from recent time? 😮 missing the funn convos from earlier :P
@Optimisticempath
Mhmm the glitches 🥺🥺 I'm glad you're existing. And how am I? I'm not too sure. And stories, not really 😕 I don't do much
@emotionalTalker2260 the glitches really be getting more annoying every time😖
aw it's ok to not be too sure 💕 me proud of chu for being here anyway 🤗
@Optimisticempath
Hugsssss
@emotionalTalker2260 
@Optimisticempath
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@emotionalTalker2260 hugs emo🥺
@emotionalTalker2260 Hey you ❤️ Just wanted to say you've been in my thoughts *sending hugs and chocolate*
@mytwistedsoul
💖💖💖
@emotionalTalker2260 
❤️❤️ I like your space cats pfp 😊
@mytwistedsoul
🥺🥺💖😭 thanksies. sorry we havent really been responding. nothing is good rn. hope youre okay <3
@emotionalTalker2260 *hugs* ❤️ It's ok Emo there's never any pressure to reply. I'm sorry that nothing is good right now 😞 I wish there was something we could do to make it better for you. We're here for you ok? Just a tag away. You'll be in my thoughts and I'm sending you all good vibes ❤️
@mytwistedsoul
I'm scared of tomorrow. Doing a trial social group and I'm going back to my psych ☹️ she won't be happy to hear about the things I got up to since before Christmas last year-
@emotionalTalker2260 That does sound scary. You're very brave Emo. Because even though you're afraid you're still doing the trial social group and going back to your psych. We all make mistakes Emo. We do things we shouldn't and cope the wrong way sometimes. We fall back on what we know works but we're trying to learn newer healthier ways to do things and live better. You are trying Emo and that is what matters ❤️
@mytwistedsoul
That's all so true 🥺💖 -hugs if okies-
@emotionalTalker2260 definitely ok *big hugs* ❤️ still sending those good vibes to you. You'll be in my thoughts
@emotionalTalker2260 Hey ❤️ I hope you don't mind - I'm alittle worried about being a pest 😬 I know you had some big things going on so I just wanted to say I've been thinking about you *leaves a bucket of hugs* ❤️
@mytwistedsoul
You're not a pest 🫂🫂 been thinking about you too. And tbh, I'm scared for tonight, got karaoke comp D:
@emotionalTalker2260 Thank you for saying that ❤️ insecurities have been raging lately
A karaoke competition? Omg that's so cool though! You'll do great I bet! Deep breaths ok? Knock 'em for a loop Emo! ❤️
@mytwistedsoul
-yeets insecurities- how rude of them to be picking on such a nice person like you🥺💖💖💖
And I didn't get to the next round, but we all still got a nice prize. A fluffy card and $50 : D
Last night was just 😖😖😖 someone pulled the fire alarm and we were all kicked out, we ended up standing outside just crying. People were pushing us. And the fire truck.. it was louddd. But they turned sirens off when they seen I nearly curled up in a ball with a fren hugging me. Oh well. And to make matters worse at the time 😐 one of the younger parts was out. In a pub.. yah, real fun-
@emotionalTalker2260 I wish they could be yeeted 😞 far far away
@emotionalTalker2260 I have a special delivery for a blonde haired goldfish emosaurus rex
You've been in my thoughts ❤️
@mytwistedsoul
Omg 😭 i forgot about the goldfish (idk why it reminds me of the nemo cow though) sorry I didn't respond to the last comment 🥺🥺🥺 just even surviving minute by minute, and you certainly was missed lots <3
@emotionalTalker2260 I forgot about the Nemo cow! 😯 No sorry needed Emo ❤️ there's never ever any pressure to reply. You just take care of you ok? You'll be in my thoughts and I'm sending you good vibes and much love ❤️
@mytwistedsoul
hows you been though :0 <3
@emotionalTalker2260 Thinking about ghost chickens in the sky 😂
How are you Emosaurus?
@mytwistedsoul
Ghostttt chickennnsss in the skyyyy 🎵bok bok bok booook, bok bok bok booook🎵 ghost chickens in the skyyyyyy.
Hahaha I like that song 😀😭🤣
Emosaurus could be better. It's august-
@emotionalTalker2260 It made me laugh. I'm not sure what I was expecting when I opened it but I wasn't disappointed 😂
*offers safe hugs* 💙 Is there anything we can do to help you during this time?
@mytwistedsoul
Ghost chickens is always funny hehe. And unfortunately there isn't much one can do ☹️💖 but I'm just gonna try and roll with it. While finding a new passionate fire. Need to find love for myself. Seeing mine burnt out a long time ago and I've been trying to look for sparks from others when I need to put the rocks together xD
@emotionalTalker2260 I hear roosters all day - every day here lol. Surprisingly enough - they don't just crow in the morning. Drives me nuts some days 🤪
@mytwistedsoul
Silly roosters :P
And yeah, maybe it's just playing a horrible round of hide and seek ;-;
@emotionalTalker2260
You've been in my thoughts ❤️
@mytwistedsoul
aww soul 🤗 you’re so kind 💖 how are you?
@emotionalTalker2260 I'm ok at the moment - thank you for asking ❤️ How are you?
@mytwistedsoul
glad to hear you’re okay 💖 I’m sick of constant pains 😀 and all my horrible joints. Like nothing wants to work smh
@emotionalTalker2260 I'm sorry you're having pain but I can definitely relate to that
It's like you're already struggling with what's going on and the body says here hold my beer *smh*
I hope the pain eased and those joints start to loosen up
@mytwistedsoul
Lol the here hold my beer 😭😭😭😭 that made me smile haha. But it really do be like that :') it's like getting kicked when you're already on the ground. It's horrible. But yeah, all my joints aren't functioning properly and they barely want to work at all
@emotionalTalker2260 I'm glad I got a smile! It is a lot like that. It really sucks. Maybe you could try some yoga or tai chi? They're both supposed to help with joint pain and flexibility. There's Qigong too. That's similar to tai chi but more simple. I prefer tai chi cause it's sort of like slow mo karate lol
@mytwistedsoul
i know I gotta do something :’) but like idk..
@mytwistedsoul
hehe the ghost chickens song played today lol and my playlist is on shuffle 😂
@emotionalTalker2260I added it to my playlist lol! It makes me laugh and well - you pop into my thoughts when I hear it. So i send out good vibes to you 😊
Bok bok bogok lol
@mytwistedsoul
🤣 bok bok bokkkkkk hehehe. Sending vibes to you too
@emotionalTalker2260 Thank you for the good vibes 😊
Have you heard this one? 😁 Chicken song
@mytwistedsoul
😭 I only have to look at the song and I know what it is. My classmate used to play it all the time lol
@emotionalTalker2260 I get alittle lost sometimes 😞 do you?
It's a funny song - probably brings back memories for you. I'm sorry
@mytwistedsoul
I get lost too. And yeah, we don't mind a silly song hahaha 😀
How have y'all been?
@emotionalTalker2260 Mostly depressed and angry. I can't seem to shake either of them lately. They bring intrusive thoughts with them and I get so worried I might act on them 😞 sorry TMI Thank you for asking tho ❤️
How are you and yours?
@mytwistedsoul
Awww. First off, not TMI (: I genuinely care. And I'm sorry that yous can't shake off the anger and depression, wish we could yeet it like I yeet things on cups 💖 I was wondering if it might have anything to do with anything upcoming :0
And we're not really good here either. Wisdom teeth are rising, I wanna quit being host and go dormant but I probably can't. Like the people I can remember, I'm not sure how everyone else would go with everyday life and having to learn so much to be where I am with knowledge
@emotionalTalker2260 Thank you. I think you're one of the more real-er people here. You don't push the whole it'll all be ok spiel. *hugs* There are things going on right now - you're right and it's going to get worse and there's nothing I can do to help or stop it. And for all the talk here about not being alone and how we're with you. We're all still pretty much alone
@mytwistedsoul
yeah ☹️💖 upcoming events and stuff can be so hard. And I’ll never be like ‘everything will be okay’ cause like, there’s struggles that keep coming back every year, the same time. That’ll never go away. And sometimes absolutely nothing is okay. It is okay to not be okay is what I’ll say. And it’s okay to sit with the thoughts and struggles sometimes (maybe not all the time but more when it feels right). And hey, I’m always here for yous. And also I don’t see you as stupid 💖 and you’s are always welcome to come here and share what’s on your minds (: we’re happy to listen. And I haven’t thought about mouthwash. That’s a good idea, I appreciate you sharing it with me 😊
@emotionalTalker2260 Hey you ❤️ Time got away from me again. Thank you for being you Emo. For caring and being so kind all the time. I hope you know that I'm here for you too - if you ever need someone to listen or to just sit with you
@mytwistedsoul
wisdom teeth still hurt- plus now with a side (nearly 3rd degree burn) on my gums from eating hot nuggies ☹️
my minf is numb as. Idk what I feel. Maybe gone numb from doc appointment idk. Got new meds to try today though (yayyy). How are you?
and yes yes, I’ll always be kind 🫡
@emotionalTalker2260 oh no! you gotta let the nuggies cool down before munching
@mytwistedsoul
-offers big bear hugs- yeah, I know the feeling of just not being able to shake off the depression, and I truly get how tiring it is.
And the new meds, well, I think they’re the one. I had the first one this morning and like, the depression cloud was not like instantly poofed or completely, but lifted. I didn’t feel so low and the adhd decided to lead the day. So I guess I was okay. And tbh, holy *** it’s a difference. Like, from rock bottom to an ok is big. And I forgot how it felt to be ok. So yeah (: I guess it is a good day. Wisdom teeth are still in the background. Not currently being a bother, unlike a big mosquito bite on my neck. -_- darn mozzies
@emotionalTalker2260 *gives big bear hugs back* ❤️ Hey that's great about the meds! That is a big deal going from rock bottom to ok.I know you e been struggling. I'm so happy for you!! 😊 You deserve to feel ok ❤️ It's so awesome you had a good day. That makes me smile! Woo hoo!
@mytwistedsoul
-big bear hugs- yeah, going from rock bottom to okay is pretty nice tbh :0
and unfortunately there’s nothing I can do about ze teefs, they keep sinking back down and then rising more 🥲
and also, you deserve to have good days too (if no one’s told you that yet 💖) and it’s okay to have a very *** day as well
