Eva’s Crazy Mind
i’ve wanted to make a forum post like that for quite a while now, but never brought myself to actually make it. here i will write up all sorts of thoughts and vents, everything i need to get off my mind. it’s not gonna be positive or motivational, not even close. i personally don’t recommend reading it just because it doesn’t help lol. you’re welcome to read, replies are okay, just be aware that it’s gonna be a pretty dark place. i don’t usually ask for help despite telling everybody to. idk why. i’m not a very good example of what’s right to do. TW just in case, not planning to go that far but who knows.
i’m making myself this space because sometimes you can feel lonely while being surrounded by a million people and that’s nobody’s fault.
best wishes to you. ❤️
and you know it’s bad when it’s not just a one-time mood, when it doesn’t go away.
not okay rn.
i’m so *** up.
whats goin on girlie?
@EmmyMarie06
everythingg :D
my class needs a reality check so *** bad. they complain about literally everything. if only they knew that ‘our english teacher being “weird”’ (there’s nothing *** wrong with her) isn’t the biggest problem in the world.
gtg now.
big tw.
supposedly, a girl in 7th grade, a grade below me, cvt herself. in school. she’s the sister of my classmate so i know her a bit, we don’t talk tho. the thing that throws me off is that almost everyone in my class jokes and laughs about it. i am so close to screaming and telling them that if someone *** cuts themselves in school, they’re doing really *** you know. i wanna go to her and talk to her and hug her, but we don’t know each other much, and a few girls are already with her. i didn’t see anything, just heard that it happened. idk what to do, if anything. everyone was just happy that they got to be on their *** phones because our teacher rushed to the girl. i can’t help but hate my classmates for the way they are right now. stupid. no sense of empathy.
@justmeeva some people are ridiculous 😔 My own sister's response to a girl who did that upsets me sometimes...although it was not nearly so bad. You're classmates have issues...Im glad that girl had some friends and the teacher there 😞
can’t believe i’m doing this. going to a party with my mom and her friend. “there are others your age too” she said. that’s what i’m scared about. this is such a terrible idea. ironically, i have to pray that it won’t be great and won’t become a good memory. it better be as boring and eventless as possible. “uhh, it’s a party eva? boring and eventless?” yes. boring and eventless.
oh and we’re already 45 min late :D
anyway, wish me luck. boring and eventless.