@Tripp147
I'm sorry that you are struggling.
It must be so difficult if you don't feel like you or that you can express yourself safely or freely 🩷

You are a girl,
You might not be born a girl, but you are a girl. Parts don't define who you are, Giving birth is feminine but that dose not mean you will never be a "real woman." Many woman cant give birth, but that does not make them less of a woman, so why should it mean you are less of a woman also. Finding yourself is a big achievement, You have a long way to go. I am here for you every step of the way! Im proud of you and am excited to help you and see you grow into the person you will become!
Pair each joystick with its specific Crowbot one at a time. Rename devices (if supported) to avoid confusion. Disable Bluetooth visibility on other Crowbots after pairing. Use unique MAC address binding in firmware, so each Crowbot accepts only its assigned joystick.
its ok
you can be a girl
or at least take steps towards it and see if it fits you or now
*hug*