Being in the closet is killing me
I don't know how much longer I can do this. I keep thinking," just tell them", but I'm so afraid. I'm still experimenting and I don't know if I'd be able to move out if it got bad because I have no credit. I have enough money and a good job. I'm a hard worker, but I don't know things might change if I'm openly trans too. I'm just really scared. I've been neglecting my health, I need multiple surgeries that I need to do but I put them off because I hate myself and have no strength. I've been eating away my feelings. My family is killing me. I don't even like doing art anymore. I look in the mirror and think "I don't know you. You aren't familiar to me. ". I feel like I'm living in a body that isn't mine and in a society that hates me.
@agreeableSkies9889
You are living a complicated life.. And as such everything you deal with is going to be more complicated by default..I hope you find a way to more simplify your life.🌲.
Me too ❤️ thank you!
@agreeableSkies9889
💛
Breathe.
One thing at a time.
It's important to firstly focus on your health and getting done what you need to.
And learning to look in that mirror and embrace who you want to become.
You don't have to solve everything at once.
Or rush into things.
One step at a time 💛
Thank you. You're always so kind and supportive my friend ❤️
@agreeableSkies9889
Always 💛
Thank you 🙏
